Sooooooo... I did it again
TL/DR: To my surprise, this time I got a genuine psychedelic experience out of it! It was mild in comparison, but real and in some ways, intense after all.
I had cut the cuttingz three months ago and stored them until now, so I felt I had to do it
. I had twice the amount from last time (1.6kg fresh) which had been stored for three months in silent darkness (room temperature). You can see the pieces in my post from March 4th. I did as planned - I removed the skin and the core, and cut the green flesh (and some of the white attached) into stripes and froze that. I could definitely not eat 1.6kg raw - even if I did - every digestive tract has its limits lol. So I only prepared the filet, and made tea with everything else.
The filet, I thawed and blended, which was as disgusting as usual. It tasted distinctively more bitter than last time when I blended the whole cactus, unstored. It also was much less disgusting, because there weren't the woody pieces from the core and the skin. Tastewise, it was not bad at all - but the consistency is really horrendous. The pics don't do it justice - it's so viscous that I could lay a spoon on top and it would just stay there. The cuttings hat shrunk quite a bit - they lost almost 300g of weight, and I had about 600g of fresh flesh to blend.
But then, the cactus I had this time was much bluer than the other ones (see the pic!) and it was suspected that it hat more peruvian genes in it. Anyhow - after less than an hour, I started to feel the effects, and another hour later, I was quite on the road. In the end, it was a milder trip. For people with a normal tolerance, It might not have done much, but from a dose X I always have had the effects of the average person taking 2-3 times doese X. So the not huge amount of mescaline was enough for me. I had moderate CEV - nothing too intense or elaborate, but very vivid, fluid colors, some small shapes that changed quickly. But nothing too intense. Also, some very slight OEVs, a bit of breathing and generally, a somewhat 'warped' perspective.
But the visuals were really the least interesting part of this trip. I had a quite significantly changed perspective, it was like the resolution of my perception in general was greatly increased. For example, I don't have the same level of eyesight in both eyes. Normally, I only realize this when I close one eye and compare. Now, I could suddenly perceive this very clearly. Also, the sense of touch was very strongly highlighted and i was somewhat disoriented and very giggly.
Like last time, most of the trip was on a bodily level. I had a very intense adrenaline / serotonine rush, a sense of general excitement, like when on a rollercoaster. It is normally only this intense when I take higher doses. I meditated for a while and just resided in these incredibly intense sensations. Quite a few people don't like them, to me, they always have felt very pleasant, almost like cocaine. This time, too. But all of a sudden, my whole self was like warped through this feeling, folded inside-out, and suddenly I saw how this can also be seen as hugely painful. Very peculiar - I didn't have the impression that the feeling changed. But I saw it 'from the other side'.
I then went outside, and was very comfortable. Last time, on 100ug, it was fascinating but stressful, because I had problems orientating and talking to people was very stressful... because they didn't have faces anymore, and neither did I. This time, I was clear enough to feel safe and in control, and the weather was great. I spent at least an hour watching some subterranean ants working - watching insects on psychedelics is sooooo fascinating. Then I walked like 15km through the forest on my bare feet and spend some time in a stream. Things I wouldn't dare do on my own on a higher dose. So, I got a lot out of it because I had enough control to move around. Also, there were no unpleasant sensations - no paranoia, no painful events, no disorientation.
There was no discomfort or nausea, only a medium headache for a few hours on comedown. Maybe because I ate tyramine-containing foods? I only read about the possible MAOI properties of fresh cactus afterwards. Next time, I'll watch this, if only to be on the safe side. The next day, I was surprised how exhausted I was. Maybe because I took the plant material whole? On shrooms and woodrose, I always had a hangover, never on LSD.
But the experience had its profound moments after all. Some sense of existential upheaval has been present throughout, and I had callbacks to this the last few days. I was also a good dose to do some intense meditation on, which was very impressive as an experience.
All in all, I'M very happy I did this, and I finally got some experience. I'm unsure if I'll get myself to eat 1kg of cactus slime anytime soon though
. But as a conclusion: if you want to try Cuzco, store them, and if it's enough, only eat the green meat, at least remove skin and core. Then it might be worth your while, especially if you're not someone who needs high dosages in the first place.
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