Hello-lo-lo-lo! Smile
In my native language, the word of "Hello" is equal to the word of "Health" and has the same root.
I want to wish everyone Health, Love and Happiness.

The lyrics are long, if you are boring, just go to the trip point, but I believe that the events before the trip are important too.
I had decided I would smoke a single time DMT. First and last. So I make it more sacred to me. Regardless of the outcome of the trip (good or bad), before to make it I decided I would smoke a single time. Before time I just decided that if I try Entheigens again I will try them only once and only those that I have not tried before. I only use Entheigens at extraordinary moments. For me, they are something Sacred, which helps me in difficult moments. My Little Secret Magic which helps me in my difficult moments of my life. I'm not saying they are right, wrong, illusory or real. But I say that they help me in some sense, which to me is enough in itself. Even if it is placebo, this placebo gives me incredible energy.I do not care because I like to think so. I believe everyone is free to believe whatever they want if they do not interfere with others.

I am a farmer who grows organically. I'm not a good gardener, but I'm a good imitator, so I'm imitatеting a good gardener. But I'm a very good imitator. I obviously have good acting skills. So I imitate a very good gardener who grows his herbs, trees, shrubs, flowers, weeds (herbs), useful bacteria and mushrooms.
Because I do not know what to do, I learn from Nature by mimicking it (I told you I'm a good imitator) by helping the symbiosis of higher plants with useful soil-beneficial bacteria (microorganisms), endo and ecto mycorrhiza.
I use Allelopathy by combining different positive combinations of plants so the plants are protected from pests, diseases and pathogens by themselves, and in same time plants grow in a more virtuoso way. I love the variety. For example, sowing tomato along with basil or around the trees sowing flowers to attracting bees to pollinate the trees, at the same time the flowers protected trees from bugs.

I no longer eat meat. In fact, this is a whole metamorphosis because I was a person who consumes more than 1 kilo of meat a day, every day (that was crazy) and buying whole pigs and cows ( Sad ) and new freezers to fit them, has become a person who does not want to kill a fly and in the person who gave refrigerator to other people.
I'm sad about what I've done, I'm sorry for what I've done. I perceive the animals for my friends, my relatives, I can not eat them anymore.
On the other hand plants, algae, nuts, seeds, fruits and vegetables are very delicious. I love apples.

I made my own alcohol (wine, brandy, liqueur and whatever you think), but I stopped drinking alcohol because I do not like the taste of alcohol. (I make nice fruit alcohol and even wonder how is possible to make so good alcohol) So I stopped making and drinking alcohol. I finally drank handmade beers. I rarely allowed myself a beer, and last time I decided I could go without a beer. (so for a while I stopped all the alcohol)
I stopped cigarettes (tobacco) and heavy drugs. (before years) I stopped watching porn and even avoided nakedness on the streets. I do not watch TV and aggression. (I do not have a TV set)
I smoke weed from time to time. I can and without grass, sometimes I make big breaks. (for example 18 months or 3 months) Sometimes I smoke every day as much as I can, sometimes I smoke once a week, some times I smoke 1 a 2 weeks, sometimes once a month.
I like the grass, but I do not like that it's smoke and it's a fire. Maybe soon i will stop smoke grass, but for now I smoke grass.

The grass has saved the lives of my relatives. The grass was been a teacher and a parent for me as I grew up. She has learned me a lot about growing and did the best thing by opening a door for all plants. At the moment I am delighted and happy when even grow onions, tomatoes, trees or weeds. Somehow the grass has made me and my wife. For me, Cannabis stayed on a in honorable place. Even if I stop smoking it, it will remain in the honor of my soul.

At one point I became a fighter for legalizing cannabis for medical purposes. As well as person who tries to inform people about other drugs, some of which are used for medicine and are sacred. (At least if they decide to use them to know how to reduce the damage from their uses) It is broken through my prism.

I used a lot of hallucinogens for a while. Mostly magic mushrooms and truffles, and from time to time LSD. But I did it in responsible way with great respect and only in a special case. I did it rarely for a reason. I preferred to do it very rarely and in high doses, as I had previously starved. I always did it for a reason. I would say I did it when I was challenged and did not know what else to do. (I was trying to mimic shamans who used hallucinogens only when they were faced with a problem: sickness, drought, flood or some other difficulty for their tribe)
I bought Cantharellus cibarius mushroom from the local vegetable market, I cooked it myself and poisoned myself. (like a child I have another mushroom poisoning with my dad, we're kidding them out of the woods) Anyway, I recognized the poisoning and I took action as I vomited. (my body wanted it so it was not difficult) Then I swallowed up activated carbon (which I had rubbed it into dust) and vomited again. After several series of activated charcoal and plenty of water. For 3 days my body did not want food (just did not want food) but I gave it lots of fluids. (body want water and I give it) I had eaten for 3 days 1 pice of baked home made bread (with yeast, Rye and Triticum monococcum) and 1 oranges. After I rebuilt to 80% (I was still with a weak stomach) and I was starving for 3 days, I told myself that I survived death and I was faced with another problem so it is now time to eat approximately a 350 microgram LSD and in this time my wife to eat 50 micrograms LSD. (she was not poisoned because she had not yet eaten the mushrooms and I warned her.) So I decided I had to grow my own mushrooms not buying them from somewhere.

Once I ate roughly equal 110+ grams of fresh Psilocin cubensis mushrooms. (I still had a quantity but decided it was too much any way)
Hunger is not a problem for me. I even had a period when I was eating once a day (by design), then every meal I was looking forward to, and the meal was turning into a feast, and every bite was a delight and joy. I noticed that with less I achieved more.

I have a lot of trips with lower doses (2,3,5, 10, 15, 20, 50 grams )as well as with microsides (0.5 gr) but after that trips i told myself I would no longer eat mushrooms, and if I try something, it will be one time and I will not repeat it again. I have never eat cacti, for example, but if I eat I will grow it by myself and eat it after 25 years, but would I dare eat something that I have seen for 25 years? I would probably be attached to it like to person from the family so i am not sure if it grow am i will eat it ...
I love to ride home or in the yard in the middle of nature (in the yard there is something like a forest and a meadow) the yard is a few acres. So I stretch my blanket to Nature in my heart, or I lie down with my eyes, The Milky Way closed in bed. Somehow I began to notice more vibrations, sounds, lights, and be more connected to plants and animals.


In my trips I have communicated with the mushrooms and have given me practical lessons (including martial arts), have experienced Ego-Death several times, and then have been Reborn, have been touch something white light and warmth SuperConscious, have seen the Milky Way from a different point of view, saw that We were are All One, traveled in the tunnel of Hyperspace as well as in the Space Ocean, have diving in the Milky Way's whirlpool (black hole) and lose the ego. This life that happens to me here on Earth is the best thing that can happen to me and I'm glad to be here. My experience of physical Earth is necessary. Also how good is to have your own body. All of these things made me a better person, more sensual and connected to the others. At the same time, after all my trips , every time I liked much more life in the physical world. I have a mission here and I have to fulfill my mission. I need to be here in the physical world to do my job. My trips gave me the tools to do my job. After that moment the hallucinogens started to act very strongly on me. Already a small dose could shoot me in space.

From a small child I have sharpened senses in the real world, and I dream a lot when i sleep (the world of dreams). I like to dream very much. But at one point my dreams changed radically. After these trips (LSD and Magic Mushrooms), sometimes I dream very bright dreams related to the Universe, the Cosmos, the Ether, the Reincarnations, and how all these are reborn, and that this cosmic energy is in my head as well as in the heads of all others people, at one point it does not matter if I dream my own reincarnation or something else.
This was dreams before DMT, after the DMT my dreams have become even more different. Linked directly to other dimensions. But I'll tell you about that later.


I can tell that DMT find me. Purely quality DMT synthesized by scientists reached me. It was a free gift from a friend. It was tested with reagents and through a human. It was as it should be and was strong. Crystal waited a few months before I tried it. Before I tried DMT I had read a little here in dmt-nexus.me . I had read several times, but not deeply. So before I pulled from the pipe, I had no expectations. (I did not expect anything to happen ) My method is to have no prior expectations and I remain to happen what should happen. I knew it would be strong, but I did not expect it to be so strong and what happened. Alex Grey is one of my favorite artists.
But I was not ready for that. My trips not had prepared me for this experience with DMT.

The other day I pulled a single hit of DMT and experienced a "brake true" and that was an incredible experience, I can not describe it in words, and even if I describe everything, I can not put it in the physical world. Even with my previous experience with the enteogens, it was unbelievable and I was not even prepared for what happened.

TRIP POINT:
The Shaman (a friend I will call Shaman in the story) has repeatedly tried to dissuade me, but I was stubborn though I was afraid. Shaman asks me several times:
Shaman- Are you sure?
Me- Yes! (I)
Shaman - Are you sure?
Me- Yes! (I)
Shaman - Are you sure?
Me- Yes! Yes! (Honestly to tell you then I thought I was ready. Now I would say I was not ready. I do not think anyone is ready for such a thing. {if it's ready they're special units for sure} )

The shaman was trying to dissuade me from smoking DМТ. (he himself had previous experiences with DМТ) Actually the behavior of the shaman gave me a lot of courage. (the shaman gave me courage without words. I do not know how to explain it.)
I was sitting comfortably on my couch in my room as I drew a single glass-pipe trickle of unknown quantity of DMT in the presence of Shaman Listening and I worked out the instructions of Shaman (friend and experienced psychoanamist) while I was pulling from the pipe:
Shaman- Pull - Pull - Pull

He pulled the pipe out of my mouth, put it on the table and hugged me, telling me:
Shaman- Hang-Hang-Hang. (while he was talking he had hugged me)

And then he told me:
Shaman- Breathe out. -Me: I did it without thinking, and as I exhaled the smoke, I saw how much I pulled myself.
To be honest I could hold more, I can hold it a lot. (because i like to how the smoke when i smoke herbs, not good for the lungs but i like it) BUT I DO NOT NEED TO HOLD MORE! It was good the Shaman told me to "Breathe out the smoke". (I just do not think what it would be like if I had stayed longer. I am happy that i listen the Shaman and let smoke go out earlier) Actually, I liked the taste of DMT. (maybe because I have a perverse taste and I eat sweet, hot, sour, salty and bitter together or because I love hot chille .) I enjoyed the flavor of the smoke.
At the moment of exhalation the smoke degrades the entire room. As I breathed out, I could see Shaman leaving the key chain lighter (the pipe was lit by a key chain for keys that we rarely use. The keyholder is a red boot that is a lighter), and the keys ringed in a very beautiful way. At the moment of exhalation of the smoke, reality undressed the outlook of itself, and the World remained naked in Energy. The Hit was one single, but a very big bump, as if I was like "pulling a bong", was definitely plenty and I did not need more.
At the moment I exhaled and heard the key rings (rings a song RIng-Ring-Ring), the room was gone, I was in the hyper space that took me to Dark Space Without Stars - full of darkness. I had the feeling that I was dying, I literally died, but I did not feel pain, and then the spiral energy tower appeared, at the top of the tower I was waiting for a well-created "Creature" / "Alien" made entirely of light. That World was four-dimensional and look Godlike or AlienXAlien mode. The Creature had no "sex," and the gender at that point did not matter. The creature was talking and communicating with me without words. As we were communicating, we rode in a space in the Cosmos over the Tower (below us was the Tower, but we did not stand firmly). The "Alien Creature" told me to observe and focus my attention on the things that are happening right now and remembering. In fact, I somehow felt that I was this "Alien" that I am this energy. Like the Me and It (the Alien of Energy) we were one whole in the same way as Man is one whole with His Shadow. The Alien then revealed to me things about the Creation of Life.
I was very scared, I honestly told you I was scared. (after the trip the Shaman also told me that at times I looked very scared) I was scared of the things I saw from the reality I saw, I was afraid of the information I was actually scared of the different because it was something completely different for me. At the same time it was incredibly beautiful and pleasant, and at the same time too much information. I was more scared than to see myself.
The Alien smiled and calm me that there is no place for fear. Then Alien asked "Why did you do it? Why did it cause this to us?" He certainly understood why I did. I did it for a reason. (I can not share this reason with you because I believe that: Happiness loves silence)
I remember that at times I was talking with a voice as I spoke my voice sounded very different and was pronouncing words like this " this sound is very-ry-ry-ry unpleasant"{in my native language for very we used word with "O"Pleased So i hear Ooooooooooo-oooooooooooo-oooo. In fact, the Shaman told me that in the physical reality, while I was in the mood, I spoke the words in native language and the whole room was chirping / vibrating, I have obviously heard the sound so long and distant.} As I was triping, Shaman guided me through the whole trip. At that moment, the shaman turned off the appliances that have emitted noises and (apparently as I told him about the noise, and Shamana turned apparently off) because it was no longer the unpleasant sound. I could not see the room, I was not in my body at all, my soul was separated from my body, I was in Space at the Alien dimension, Alien which explained to me that we are Aliens, but the best thing is the physical real world of the Earth. The Alien itself wants to be here in the physical real world, telling me to enjoy and enjoy the experience of Life and My Moments on Earth. The "extraterrestrial" of pure energy (white bright, multicolored light made of embroidery with 10101, and his face had no exact image or face, but rather elf facial features that were made of pure energy and light) explained to me that People and Earth are the most beautiful and grandiose project, not only from a Human point of view, not only from an Alien point of view, but from the point of view of the Whole Universe. The most beautiful and complex Creation of the Creator, to which we Humans have to enjoy! "The Alien" told me that there are "other types of Aliens", but like all Humans and all Aliens (absolutely all) are built and created by a Creator Creator. Explain to me that the Creator - the Absolute is ONE for All!

It is now up to me to say that the Alien seemed more Alien than an Alien from the movie because of its structure of the fourth dimension. Star Trek and the fantastic movies of Hollywood are like a black and white puppet theater compare with DMT Alien structure . Have they deliberately done it to make them "more human to perceive" or have a lack of imagination? I wonder if I should become a screenwriter.

I was comfortable sitting on the sofa in my house, but apparently I somehow got out of the couch and tried to go somewhere, where Shaman (my friend) caught me and put me in the chair (I do not remember ) After a few minutes I got up again and started rolling and doing very smooth and wavy movements with my legs and arms, at that moment Shaman took me again (I remember that because the DMT started to leave me) I saw for a moment "the physical world," but it was not just the room in my house It was a room in the fourth dimension (extremely colorful, lively, organic and changing, full of energy.)And in the surrounding room of the room rumors of energy (of points, spirals, skies colored threads, the whole room had a colorful image), and I saw for a moment Shaman, who looked like another "Alien," but this time with a body made up of "fleshly bodies + energy," but in his body healed cosmic energy. I remember asking Shaman, "Am I gonna make it right, brother?", " Am I will come back?" and Shaman said, "Yeah, you do it, you go back, it's all right."
While I was spinning and he was holding me by the hand, I had the feeling that we were dancing that the whole universe was spinning with me / us that everything was raging in the spiral of the spiral. At one point while we were turning, I did not imagine who - who it is, whether I was him or he was me, or he was my wife, it did not matter. At one point I saw him with the image of my wife, and then I saw his face and Shaman repeated, "I am |shamans real name| you are well, I am |shamans name| you are good," "Do you know who I am? Have you back already? I'm |shamans name| you're good. " (I do not share the name of the person for safety) Suddenly I started to worry about how other people see me, how I look in the eyes of other people at this moment and started to worry and panic. Shaman calm me down that everything is fine and I do not do anything wrong. "Everything is OK, okay"
Suddenly the room shrank in reality, and I could already see the physical room with clear outlines, but along with more raging energy and colorful geometric shapes and fractals, the objects momentarily spun into a spiral and began to make geometric hallucinations with new colorful colors. I was already seeing the physical images clearly, and I began to worry about my wife. I asked about her and Shaman told me she was "okay in the other room," I wanted to get see her how is she and asked him to bring me to her. He wait a moment and after that we went to her in the other room and my wife was on my laptop. I lay on the bed beside her (she closed the laptop)and wanted to hug me and I felt how soft and warm the blanket was. Shaman told her that he apologized for bothering her, and my wife responded very well, saying that "we do not worry, everything is fine." (I am very grateful for my wife's reaction because at such times her thoughts and words can do much to me) If she reacts roughly it could hurt me and she did not want to hurt me and she did very well. Shaman told me that "You're getting down" while lying on the bed Shaman told me "look at the light bulb" and pointed out the bulb and the chandelier in us, and I instantly fired fractals over there, the light suddenly took on very beautiful geometric forms and began to pick up and whirled, and received other yellow-white-orange colors. Suddenly, he got to me, got up and went to the bathroom, I wanted to vomit, but I did not. I took off my favorite T-shirt and threw it to Shaman, and she grabbed it in the same moment I handed it / I threw my favorite T-shirt to him. Shaman told me, "Ride, get it out,let it go out," and I tried again, and a little piece of vomit came out, then I reached with my own hand into my throat to vomit loudly and nicely, and I vomited. At the moment of vomiting and after I looked at it I had the feeling that I had threw out all the black from me, all my sins, all my fears. I felt relieved, purified and reborn.|

The three of us were hug in friend hug. Then I hug separately my wife and after that i hug the Shaman. We cheered and danced with joy. We said everything was fine, we were all fine, we were all here, we were all alive. Virtually everyone was glad. Shaman stayed with us for a few more hours to make sure everything was okay, then left. That night I slept incredibly nice and light. The next day I felt extremely tired and exhausted physically and mentally, I did not go anywhere, wanted to stay in home and rest. But I felt overwhelmed with life and love. I loved everyone and everything, and I enjoyed it very much.

The whole trick seemed to me simultaneously, like a century and a moment, I can not describe it, "time" had completely different dimensions. My wife then told me that from the beginning of the preparation, until my entry into the room, she and Shamana had spent 15 minutes. The whole trick did not last for more than 10 minutes, though they were building me for an endless time and just a moment at a time.

After the Brake True to DMT (Dimethyltryptamine), some "strange" work began to happen to me, for example, if I look in the window, it somehow takes three dimensional shapes and the outlines of the window are extended by light and energy, strange things I will not mention, but that's perfectly normal.

My own death, my conversation with the Аlien, the spiral tower of light, the civilization that I saw (the "city" under the tower below), the things we communicated to, the energies and images I saw understood that everything had happened only in my head. It all happened only in my head, is this reality is in my head or i am in his head? Am I in this reality or it is in me ?! (a very interesting question) This was just my experience with a sacred medicine (Drug) DMT. What is actually real? Which is not really real? Who determines this? Can one exist without the other? Is everything what we see real? Are the buildings and objects we see real or solid or are the electrons circulating around the nucleus of atoms that vibrate at such a rate that my hand can not pass through them with a "simple" touch and if the empty space between each electron is greater than the amount of hard space for each molecule, then does my hand really touch the objects? Until you observe them, every electron and atom that builds everything behaves like a wave that dances its dance in the endless Ocean of energy and "awaits" to look at it to "build" the physical reality. I filled my body with "biochemistry", releasing huge amount of DMT during the trip. We are all the select, we are all valuable and significant! For progress, we need more social actions in physical life in this reality. Love is the best energy. Money, objects, power, and greed are of no value.
Love and protect yourself, other people and Nature! What I saw was more real than real.

At one point of the trip I even turned off (black out), just the information was a lot.

The journey shook me, shook my perceptions and my understanding. I stat to questioned my reality.

I do not advise anyone to use DMT. I believe that this must not be restricted or stimulated. Everyone has to choose whether to do it or not to do it (DMT), but I was not ready before I did it (smoking DMT). (I did not know what I was doing) But I would not advise anyone to try it. It shakes violently.

Right now I'm in a big break from hallucinogens.
Before I sensed that my body had a soul. Now I feel my soul that has a body. I also feel some constant presence with me, I believe I feel the presence of my Soul. The Soul do not talk to me, nothing tells me, but I feel it. It's like in my Shadow.
First I thought I was going crazy, but after that "dreams", I even love more the physical world. I enjoy even the most common daily things (for example - cleaning). I do my daily duties with less effort and much more precision. It's like I'm a better version of myself. It's like I'm a better human than the man before. I fulfill my duties in the physical world strictly and more precisely.
At the same time, I became more sensual and tender to my wife and even to my friends. It's like the circle of my compassion is expanding.
Which is fundamentally different from my understanding of madness. But I do not know what's going on. For now, we have a hallucinogenic break. I do not know if I would try hallucinogens again.

From time to time I dream strange things. One night I woke up and as I opened my eyes, everyone was in fractals and energy of the fourth dimension, but I could see the physical world as well. I went to pee in the toilet and then went back to my wife again in the bed. About an hour I was traveling with my eyes open and closed while I was in bed next to my wife.(smile and say I do not need to wake her up) Then I fell asleep and dreamed a normal sleep. In the morning I woke up extremely fresh and charged with energy.

After few days (weeks after the DMT smoke) i hear a sound in the park. The signal was like a duplex on a line on phone that you are shooting in the hyper space Piiiiiiiiiu-Piiiiiiiiiiiiiuuuuu-Piiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu and Piiiiiiiuuu and after that hear whisper. I do not understand the words as if they were too quiet or too far from me. But they're talking to me. (Did I have to tell it to speak loudly? Smile

There was no way I could ask someone if he heard the sound because there were no people around me to ask them. But I rather had the feeling that the sound came from the back of my head.

A few days later something happened, I stop the use of hallucinogens, but occasionally I see sacred geometry (fractals) in the physical world, and these things look more real than real. Flashback or something els? From time to time, when I'm sleeping, I dream of things. At that state I'm not sure I'm awake or sleeping, or I'm sleepy or half-awake. (for this I will call it a dream) It is easiest to understand if I give you an example of such a dream and the awake condition before that.I will give you an example of such a dream:
In the evenings, I'm tired after the day, somehow my lamps glow very bright and annoy me in the eyes this day. We go to bed early (I'm going to bed normally 20:30 and then it was like that) and turn off the bulbs. My wife reads a book on the phone, and I put my t-shirt on my eyes and close my eyes.

Let's say I'm asleep, or I do not know what state I was. (I felt it as if I was awake but assuming I was sleeping) I dream of our bedroom and how I remove the T-shirt from my eyes and at this moment on the meeting wall I see a sacred geometry in the blue. Sacred fractal geometry swirled in a tunnel dipped into the wall, something like a black hole, but it was not black but blue ... in the center of the blue hole suddenly an Alien sitting in a lotus pose appeared. (Alien from the fourth dimension looking differently when i smoke DMT though it looked different but it was very Alien and very DMT like and fourth dimensional)
"The Alien" greeted me with a hand. It said something to me, but no words came out of it mouth, I heard no sound. But it was like it something told me, it might have "told me something without words". I did not hear a voice, but i feel something was loading in me. It smiled at me. I stood for a few seconds and stared at me as energies swirled around it. I did not feel fear in myself, but I did not feel aggression in the Alien. (the Alien was well-intentioned) This look very real, its look more real than real. It did not look like my normal dreams. Even my most dreamy dreams are not written in such a real way.
Then it disappeared, everything disappeared. It's like flying away ...
I was looking at the normal wall then I turned to my wife and she was still reading a book on her phone. Then I smile and fell asleep again, dreaming a normal sleep that looked like a normal dream. In the morning I woke up overflowing with energy.

At the same time, I have become much more humane than before. Somehow I want to help people.

By the way, the "Alien" in my dream explained to me without words that it was a kind of "my guard" and kept the portal. It will change it's image and admit it according to my actions (good or bad) and that on the other side of the portal I must behave as dignified as I do in the physical world. That I should not be ashamed of my actions. I must not embarrass the physical world and my duties, in the physical world I have to perform my duties more precisely. At the same time Alien tells me that I must have full confidence in myself that I CAN DO IT because on the other side I must be the LIGHT that illuminates the Darkness. I should be able to illuminate my own way and only when I'm ready will let me pass the other side of the tunnel. I dream this dream like something very real. Alien from my dream also told (no words, but with pure info) me that I do not need to know the answer to all the questions. I can not know them, they are so many, but I do not have to know them. There is nothing wrong with not knowing. It also told me that the meaning of life is to LIVE. That now is the moment.


As a matter of fact, it is interesting and pleasant to see things. I even play with the light (the Rainbow, light spots, light beams, dots and light fractals) and search for it. (in different reflections)I do not know what's going on and I need to talk to someone. That's why I'm here, I think, here's the right place to get advice. I realized I should not talk much with other people about this. Somehow I feel that Alien want to talk to me. This is new and unknown for men. I do not think I will try again DMT.
I have always said that My madness is my Motor! (that's what I said before the hallucinogenic ones) But this now is already bordering on insanity.

I understand that with one single trip of DMT I can not make any conclusions about things and there are many things I can see if I keep doing it. But I will not doing it again, I just enjoying the experience (despite the fear), the trip was incredibly pleasant. (I'm happy with my experience) But I just decided I'd only smoke DMT for the first time. (just so I add extra charge to things, making them more sacred to me doing it once)

I hope I have not touched anyone with my words. There's nothing wrong with smoking DMT again and again, I just made my decision in advance before to smoke it. I'm not saying that my decision is right or wrong, it's just my decision. You can decide for yourself what you like. if I have to be honest in some strange way I liked to smoke DMT. Even in me from time to time I have the thoughts of smoking again. But as I said, I just decided in advance, with my rule not to repeat it anymore Entheigens and only in exceptional moments. For now, I have a long break from any Entheigens. First, I need to integrate the information, I need to gain new experience in the physical world before continuing with the Entheigens if I ever go on again with Entheigens. Never say never, because my fate has shown me that when I say never this is happening sooner or later to me.

Smoking DMT has helped me somehow.(even from 1 hit - Wow! ) I can not tell how DMT help me, because I do not understand it, how DMT helped me, but DMT helped me. This ALIEN GOD LIKE helped me (I do not know how to call it or what IT was, nor do I know IT'S name. How rough on my part, I had to ask IT for the name, but often at that moment I could not say my own name. I apologize if I offended IT. I think Alien understood me and came into my position because it helped me. I am grateful for that help), although initially scared me a lot, somehow helped me and calm me down.

Please do not be offended by my words. I just express my opinion, you do not have to agree with it. I'm not...

Thank you for sharing your incredible story!

Thank you it was pleasure to share the story .


This was the Shaman glass pipe with DMT

That waqs a very long read but very enjoyable.
I'm happy you got something from your experience even if you won't use it again.

That DMT in the pipe looks very clean and pure!

Thank you for the words.
I really like your avatar, it's very beautiful.

DMT trip was fearful, pleasant and life-changing. I've had very scary, pleasant and life-changing experiences with enteogens but DMT it's definitely the strongest of them.I still collect my thoughts from the trip. About the complexity of life and its incredible beauty. I'm glad to be part of this life experience.

DMT was a free gift from the Shaman. He always gave me the best things and for free.

I believe that DMT should be free, that it should NOT be sold. The same I think and for other hallucinogens. When it's free, the charge is different because of the good vibrations. The same is true for plant seeds (seeds for tomatoes, pepper, cannabis, and basically any seed). When there is no thought of money, things get much cleaner and more pleasant, they develop in a much more vicious way. At least, you are glad that you have received a gift, which in itself make you happy and encourages a good trip or a uniquely beautiful plant. I have seen it with my eyes.

This does not mean that anyone walking down the street should be given hallucinogens in their hands. DМТ is like a quantum rocket, to which a man has to treat with respect and precision. We must treat with respect the other hallucinogens too. Once the Shamans have done this responsible task in training people with the magic of hallucinogens, and now who do it? The Shamans are few in now days. Most people finds the hard way alone with many attempts and mistakes. It's good to have a place like a dmt-nexus, because you(I) can learn a lot and help to prepare for the trip, and then for the integration of the experience. At least you have similar ones to communicate with helps me keep my mind.


I do not sell, buy or trade anything. I just wanted to express my opinion, without anyone asking me for my opinion, I just needed to share it. To hallucinogens I treat with respect. I even feel somehow disrespectful to put in a sentence hallucinogenic and selling but I simply express my personal opinion.

I apologize for my creative skills. It looks like a mustache but it was fun for me.
I do not accept this as an art, I accept it as a joke.

looks like a solid dose heart shaped

Thank you very much for sharing your story!

Great artwork btw

Wow, what a story! Fascinating stuff. This is why I haven't tried DMT before, because I was always completely flabbergasted by what Shrooms did for me. Didn't know whether I needed an upgrade .



Very true. By far the best is to have experienced people willing to guide. I mean, it's a bit like with meditation: You can watch Youtube videos, read books on it, etc. If you go on the journey alone, it will always be more dangerous and risky than if you have a good teacher to guide you. Not only to help you through difficult spots (which will appear sooner or later), but especially to recognize whiter-water passages BEFORE they appear. Then they can prepare you for it or advise you to change path.
We can only hope that, in a few years, sanctions will be lifted so that a network of knowledge can more openly be established and everyone who is interested can access people who will help them and guide them. But this will take time.
As you say, for now, the internet and places like here are a great gift.

Those pieces are beautiful!

I'm happy you stated that you don't sell or make any of these things but what about that first picture? the Blue being?

you wanna sell that?

Thank you for the compliment on my avatar! I took it from my cousin, it is the natural beauty of nature, sacred geometry in nature!

Thank you for the words. It made me feel good and happy.



Thank you for your thoughts. Definitely I overdosage. But I told Shamana (the friend) that I would only smoke one time, and he warned me that he would shoot me up in the 4th dimension space. (while he smiled) When he told me this about 4th dimension, I definitely did not know what he was talking to me about and what I was getting into. He told me that it would once be better to send me in the 4th dimension or not to smoke at all. He was warning me and trying to dissuade me many times with a smile on his face.

He asks me several times whether I'm sure, and several times how much to put me. I told him, "I'll only smoke a single hit. First and last.".
He had asked me if I had a precise scale and told him yes, but when it came it turned out that I have forgotten the scale in the village and in us we have the scale for big quantity like for flour.

I loved it. The whole experience was unbelievable. But now I need a break from Entheigens. I'm going to try to integrate something physically in this reality , before I go on my next trip with Entheigens, I have to learn new things (reading a book, traveling with my family, experiencing new things, and gaining new experience) before I make further trips.



If we want change, we must be the change we want to see. First I started with changing myself from inside to outside. We need more social activity physically in this reality. Let is be for prosperity.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bd1CUTrcy5U

Yes they are great gift.


Lover thank you for the positive vibrations




I really liked your avatar. I am a fan of plants as well as of sacred geometry, and spirals are my favorite. The drops of water make it even more beautiful.

I'm flattered by the words, but I'm not selling anything. I prefer to make presents. I believe that money for art somehow eliminates the energy of art itself.

But honestly, when I look at the Blue Being something in me smiles, enjoy and sings or my soul danced. I like it and hang it on some wall in us for a while. My wife like it too. Most likely, after some time, I'll give it to someone.

My wife asks me: If you paint so often, where do we will put all your paintings?

After the trip something exhilarate me drawing, and even at times to time I catch myself singing something, whistling, or sometimes lingering the words. (wooooords ) After I smoke DMT sometimes I smile without reason, as if somebody would have told me the biggest joke. (but nobody told me anything, I just get a smile attack) Probably on the side I look like an idiot. (but it usually happens when I'm alone) At the same time I started to smile more frequently in my conversations with people, and my smile became bigger and hilarious.

Something in me makes me do totally new things everyday. Things I have not done before in my everyday life. It can be for 5 minutes or 1 hour or for more, but it makes me do something new - a new experience.

P.P. I wonder if I should stop smoking grass. While I think for that, I go to roll one

Never ever stop smoking Cannabis my friend!

As long as you don't have any adverse affects from it or bad habits, cannabis is a wonderful and magical plant with so many beautiful benefits.

Question if you don't mind me asking, what country are you from?

I also like the way you think, not selling art or entheogens because it would take away from the good nature of the objects. I wish it were that way but unfortunately substances like DMT and LSD cost money to produce and if you don't make the DMT yourself you would have to buy it.

I get mine from a friend who makes his own, he sells it to me for the avg price anyone in the states would pay for it and I don't mind at all and no negativity created because of the financial transaction.

As many of us say "DMT found me, I didn't find DMT" that is exactly what happened to me and this friend who I buy from is in a way my Shaman as well. He has guided me with good intent and from a place of friendship and love.. The small price I pay for what he offers me is totally fine because I understand it cost him money to make this and everyone has bills to pay unfortunately.



I as well have felt quite different as a person since i've used DMT.
I feel somewhat partially enlightened, my eyes and third eye are open to so much more, love, compassion and much more.

I have this new sensation/feeling for Nature and our home Earth that I have never felt before, more connection and an urge to connect more with nature and the natural spirituality of it like our ancients were.

Even if you only used DMT once and it gave you this new look of life and changed you for the better then I would say mission accomplished!

Thank you again for the compliment on my avatar, I fell in love with it the moment I saw it, so much Natural beauty on this world and most people are blind to it..

I think that sounds like a solid resolution!
I can really relate to this, especially the cannabis smoking!

Do it! Start new things/ new YOU / new life

And trip and smoke if you think you really need it, come back to these gifts when you are able to really appreciate them as given gifts from nature
just like a book and family stuff life has so many different dimensions

I really enjoy reading this. The way you write is unique and very engaging. Thank you very much. May you be bless.

Thank you very much for the words. I feel them as if I hear myself from other dimensions


Thank you for the response, it pleased me to write it and share it. Let us all be blessed.





Thanks to Cannabis, I have refused hard drugs, tobacco and a bunch of other things. At the same time it helped many of my relatives with saving or lightening their lives. And sex is incredible when you're high, the taste of food too. For most of my life, I've grown and smoked it. Cannabis is an incredible herb, as I said, it will stay in my heart in a special place. One part in me wants to smoke it, and another wants to continue without smoke. I can be high and at the same time doing several tasks, as well as thinking about something else at the same time. It depends on what I've been smoking and what I'm aiming for, stimulation or relaxation (Sativa or Indica). I just do not like smoke / fire, because I like the air. Мy lungs like to have air and want air, not smoke and fire.
Most likely, I will continue to eat it and grow it, but I will smoke it in very rare and sacred moments. (special moments, such as a reward or to make them even more special) or i will not smoke at all . (because after a long break, in spite of its incredible pleasant aroma and although it was viewed organic, by lighting it first I feel the smoke and the fire) But I definitely need a break from cannabis at the moment.
But nothing is known, I may like to be in a pure consciousness.

The experience was incredible and all the money in the world could not give (buy) me such an experience as Shamana gave me with this free trip. After the trip I feel an incredible love to myself, to wife, to relatives, to friends, even the strangers on the street, to animals, to plants and Nature. Something makes me to tell them, "Thank you, dear soul, that you exist". After a tripe, I wanted to give something to Shamana for gratitude. So i give give him a gift, it is not much, but it is from the heart and made by me (my mind and hand).
We occasionally make gifts to each other without asking for anything. We Do Like The Sun - We Give

Аз съм от България. I am from Bulgaria This is the point I chose to start with this journey in this dimension. (where I was born)
I believe I owe my awakening not only to myself, but to the people around me, to my relatives, to my friends, and to my people (tribe). I believe we are All One, but I also believe that I have chosen where to be born before to be born. (just my belief, do not commit to it). You can belief in something els and this is ok.
There are no words to describe this experience, called Bulgaria - not only from my point of view, but also from a planetary point of view, and from a cosmic point of view, Bulgaria is the energy center (one of the many energy centers on the planet) and have good traditions related to the history of mankind, which have preserved in partial form since the creation of the planet. I chose Bulgaria also because of the energy. All forms that exist here form such an energy center as it does not exist elsewhere. Combination of many objects in absolute perfect sacral geometry. (Do not get me wrong, every place is different and has its own unique energy. A combination of many objects in absolutely perfect sacral geometry. We have things like the Pyramids in Egypt, but they were created thousands of years earlier... . Pyramids are structures that attract the most energy - they polarize and transform into positive energies, even those created by humans. In Bulgaria, the natural pyramids are many. Many civilizations have subsequently built such energy forms to help develop. But this piramids are natural in Bulgaria! And i have chosen the natural thing, not that people did. Just because it is Natural or created by the Creator. Bulgaria is a center that generates energy for the whole planet and embraces it.
Bulgaria is a mystery where Love, Truth and Wisdom manifest as One. And everyone who has descended here continues the mission of these three manifestations. But that's why there's a lot to do. We know that the planet has given us natural beauty, but it is good to keep this purity in everything we do. Because the contrast between natural purity and humanity is enormous and it is good at a time to become close or Whole. I think this is my mission on the planet. Difficulties are given only to those who are ready for them. And because the Bulgarians are ready, although they do not realize it sometimes, they are given what can be perceived as difficulty or trial. This way we learn and grow up as stronger and more experienced. Bulgarians will become leaders for examples. And now they are all over the planet so that, as the sun's rays from Bulgaria, this energy and purity that is from its creation in Bulgaria can go to a planetary level.
But every trip comes down to the moment when every Bulgarian returns to Bulgaria. I am here where I am born, because that's the best place for me where I entire this Universe. More and more Bulgarians are returning, which shows that we have already gained enough experience to serve to appropriate place - Bulgaria.
The same thing is the planetary evolution. We go from the Creator, we roam around different planets, stars, we get different experiences to find its abundance in everything, and we come back to it as a complete consciousness. Bulgaria is the same way. It is a micro-figure and the macro will be the entire universe.
Many actions have such a direction, but the law of free will is most closely related to that of karma. If we break the free will of whom and whatever, then we have karma. When we know that every person has free will and we start to respect it, to have it more important than ours, then we begin to clear it. So we can even help others clean up their own. They agree on the subconscious level, because everybody is working in that direction. Prayer can also reduce karma or soften it. The pure, bright thought also. Music and work also.
Music is a universal means of manifestation of wisdom. It tones the human soul in a natural way without being intrusive. It automatically creates experience - only by hearing and realizing this music as an experience. Music will contribute to harmony on a planetary level, melt the world's passions that we are trying to karmically clear. I work to clear the karma of Bulgaria, the Continent, the Planet, the Galaxy. My path is not just personal, everything is common, united, and understanding the laws of the universe will help me organize my live and everything around me. The worst Karma gives the most conditions for growth and development. These are the best conditions for wisdom and truth to appear, and where we can create a contrast that will help us grow even better. And when we show humility, only him, we no longer have any Karma. But we continue to do the same things as before and build Eternal Karma ... . However, there are some conscious minds that are awake and they help everyone to wake up, to realize that every action matters to everything - and to the whole Karma of the planet, and the whole Karma of Bulgaria ...
The Karma of the Bulgarians have been many events and experiences that have increased it. But against the backdrop of the previous centuries, Bulgaria has pretty much cleared up. One day to achieve total purity, like the one we lived at the beginning when we were created. It is a return to universal principles - everything we do is best for all. The thought of others allows Karma to be transformed. Even in our lives to plant Karma when we water it with the thought of the good of all who act like Light or Love, then fruits that are good for all can spring up. This is the easiest way to deal with Karma, which is actually an illusion.

Bulgarian people learned magic and put this magic into songs, dances and clothes. Magic that will open every door for you. Magic that awaken my generic memory. Magic that protect me, magic that give me power and help me successfully complete each endeavor. For this spell you need eyes to see you, ears to hear and love to heart. Even if it does not, the Self will build you.
Magic which is full with energy, that I want to share with you so that you can also use it.
The rhombus is a symbol of a woman's beginning. In fact, it is made up of two other characters (triangles that touch the corners) Adam/ Eve. Triangle up and triangle down. Triangle on the top - male fertile beginning, triangle at the bottom - female native portal. Creating life is a mystery that is hidden from our eyes. (inside the belly of the woman) The product of this sacrament comes out in front of our eyes from the female birth canal.
The woman is of incredible great respect in our folklore.
The robe also symbolizes the world's quirky directions.
Once people did not have a lot of clothes like today. They had a "shirt" on their backs.
The clothes wears show the social status of a person, his hierarchy in the family and society. Its limits and possibilities. (earth and heaven).
Even the colors in the embroidery have their energy and symbolism. The specific for embroidering is the multiple repetition of the sign (the cross), which is a universal sign and means protection. When we embroider, we count on our minds. According to Pythagoras, the numbers are the basis of Music, the numbers are the basis of all living. Each of us is a Sacred Unit, the sign of which is a flagship. Each of us has its own individuality, expressed in the Universal Language, an essence that is relied upon and according to which one is placed in a certain order and hierarchy.
In embroidering, we can speak of the display of Holy Text and Sacred Definitions. According to the old Bulgarians, what we carry in ourselves (our Soul) and what we bring to ourselves (our apparel) are in direct connection and so we attract (we call) certain forces in our lives.
The scepter of man changes with his life. Depending on whether she was engaged, whether she had a wedding, if the woman was pregnant, if she had children, the embroidery was transformed into a family, then if the children of the child had children ... the embroidery was referred to as a ROOT .
When 2 familys become 1, embroidery is also added.
In fact, these cubes are very common in our embroidery. The shirts are on the collars, the sleeves and the edges (the female skirt) These curls are called a curb. This curb has very strong protective properties and is the beginning of the embroidery.
In fact, embroidery (embroidered symbols) are symbols of protection.
I begun to learned that our folk motifs are not just a pattern, but an archaic tongue hidden in front of our eyes. I noticed a connection between the Bulgarian and many other cultures. The symbols are not only in Bulgaria, but all over the world. (it may be a coincidence that in the same geometric figures in the world, but I prefer to believe that all cultures wherever they develop have common Cosmic roots. And a lot of culture have retained signs in their cultures)
I began to ask about the embroideries, grandparents. I have been shocked to find out that most people, even adults, know nothing about them. Neither for the meaning nor for their power. In fact, some people even threw them out of their homes because they do not like the colors ...
I began to question, folk dancers and very few of them knew about the symbolism of the embroideries they themselves wore.
In my opinion, this is something that i need to learn.
I began to wear my shirt more often and necessarily when I would have difficulty or a challenge before me or an important meeting. Everything happened to be on the water, on its own. Things are getting better, even than you can suspect or dream. (Even if it is a placebo, it works incredibly on me.)

Clothes were made of hemp, nettle, linen, wool, silk or other plant tissue. (Live clothing)
Elbetissa or the strings, or the apple, or the 8 directions in one or other names.
It is a symbol of harmony in the universe. The bead starts with a cross (the 4 directions of the world, the 4 natural elements of Water, Fire, Air, and Earth), then converts to a double cross. (8 directions of the world) The world is multi-layered. The cross is a symbol of the Sun. The eight directions of the world are gathering in a common stable center.
Elbetitsa (Елбетица) or Rogetta (Рожета). God Root/ Rod/ Род is considered the ancestor of the God and the Creator of the Earth and Heaven, patron of the Root (Род) and the Family. His wife, the goddess Life/ Jiva/ Жива care for the birth of both humans and animals. They were believed to have appeared invisible and floating around the home hearth, protecting the newborn. (or so-called mistress of fatedowels)
The Rosetta or the native symbol of fertility, that's a female sign carried only by women or used in defenses. This character has an encrypted calendar.
Also in the embroidery are symbols of the Goddess Mother, as well as the first letter of the Glagolitic (IA Iam Аз-ът)
The swastika is woven into the elbite as a symbol. (nothing to do with fascism) Swastika is a very ancient solar symbol known to mankind for thousands of years. Hiltre transforms this beautiful solar sign into something bad by staining it with pain and grieft of innocent people ... (I would like to mention that the Bulgarian solar swastika does mean total opposite of fascism. It is even ugly to mention them in one sentence.) . In Bulgaria there is an one piece of clay pot with a solar swastika on it. A piece of 6,000 years before Christ.
The length of the hand is in the needle and the thread, and the woman (mother, grandmother) entwines the energy the code (the image / the symbol / the word) in the garment.
The needle movement (Projection) of the needle punches the sheet (the White Sheet), passes the thread from below, making x (cross), and thus writes the security sign repeatedly and repeatedly..., and creates Images. This points to the pairs at the bottom - heavenly-earthly / male-female. The white cloth (for us this is the white sheet) is the place of Creating Words (by signs and symbols) with the help of yarn or thread. Text is written in ink on the blank sheet. The thread performs the function of the male (fertile) beginning, which entangles its essence (color, thickness, material) into the white surface of the fabric. The Result - Figurative Word.
Who is the connecting element in the embroidering process? This is the human imagination - conscious and recreating the world in Images. Yung talks about the archetypes that keep in the collective unconscious (collective memory) Images, Signs, Symbols from our ancestors.
The sign on the garment of the Bulgarians served as a decoration, but it also had a protective function in the clothing of the people in the past. This is the coded, symbolic language for the angelic (invisible) forces to read and recognize. The images (symbols) show everything that is disobedient to the concepts. This definition gives reason to believe that the Symbol precedes and surpasses the Concept. The symbol is the bearer of the Essence before it is "dressed" in the Word.
Impact of shapes and color when embroidering.
By studying the symbolic language, we can find (read) the meaning of each Image. By contemplating an image, we begin to carry it in our consciousness and memory and then realize it in our lives.
Three are the main colors in Bulgarian folk embroidery: red, black and white.
The ancient principle is: what is in heaven above, this is also on the earth below. Christ has taught his disciples so that what you bind to the earth will be bound in the heavens, and whatever you unbind on the earth will be loosed in the heavens. Each of us, desiring something, first calls him "like" Image in his inner space and thus drives the process, the technology of happening in the real world.
What we see in our inner space is then discovered by the embroidery embroidery, the patterns of the carpets (what we step on, walk). Our covers, headbands, etc. abound with elements that recognize the tree of life, meanders, spirals, suns, world, male and female beginnings, and so on to other elements.)
Significance of colors - The main colors used to make the embroidery are red and green on a white base (shirt).
Red is a symbol of blood and the continuation of life. The red color for the Bulgarians symbolized the mother's blood and the continuation of life. Red protected from "bad eyes" and lessons. The bride was wrinkled with a red veil and with a red nappy raised the newborn and with a red thread fastening the ritual wrists. Red was the first egg that was dyed for the resurrection, which was the coloring of children's cheeks and cheeks for health. With red-weaving red tissue in every home, welcomed Баба Марта ( Grandmother March), who led the spring revival of Nature.

Green is a symbol of the ever-reviving life, a symbol of "The World Tree of Life." (Cosmos)
The green color gave expression to the ever-resurgent life and was associated with the tree of life - the universal human symbol of the universe. Gold, with its brilliance and longevity, was associated with the world of the dead and the prosperity of the people that they predetermined - with the Sun, the Fire and the Light. In the golden waters of the magical river, according to the folk tale, the sorceress gilded the virtuous maiden.

The White color is a symbol of purity, youth and divinity. The white color revealed the power of purity, impenetrability, immaculate youth, and divine light. Striped on a white wave, the newlyweds married; a white wool set the bride in the wedding ceremony; with "white" steam he treated the swallow; in "white" men there was silent water for ritual breads.

The Yellow is connected to the Sun, giving light and warmth.
The Sun, destructive and creating.

The White-Red combination is the Bulgarian apotropype. Twisted red and white threads, called Martenitsa (Мартеница), protected the man from lessons, evil powers and demonic beings. With martenitsas on March 1st, children, girls and young brides, fruit trees and newborn domestic animals were ritually embraced.

Figures - the most commonly used figure in the Bulgarian embroidery is the Rhombus.
In the costume the apron with Rhombus figures marks the birthplace of the female body and is therefore one of the most important signs of the female costume.
The main ornament, the Rhombus, is from the ancient symbols in the art of mankind and is a symbol of the earthly and feminine fertility and the mother goddess. Already in the Neolithic and Eneolithic Rhombus are found on the underside of the body at the front and side of the clay figures of those ages.
Therefore, the apron with diamond ornaments carried by sexually mature girls and brides is a sign that they can already bear children and participate in the biological reproduction of the genus.
In the male costume:
The Romb also occurs in the embroidery of men's clothing, bearing the desire for fertility, as well as other parts of the female costume. It is an element in the embroidery frames in the shirt mittens. This characteristic embroidery is embroidered on the upper part of the sleeve on the shoulder and represents a square or rectangular motif from which two straight narrow strips descend. The ornament is made up of roombic images with cloves, hooks and smaller diamonds in them.

Embroidery is one of the most brilliant achievements of Bulgarian folk art. The work of the woman, it combines the dexterity of her hands, the love of her heart, and her unshakable thirst for beauty. They transform the Bulgarian into the magic, called a national embroidery.

National video catalogue "This is Bulgaria" - Official Trailer English
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CcyWiNAnNiI


There may be bright, sharp and scary images and pictures. (I warn people with photoepilepsy or those who do not want such images in their minds)
Kukeri traditional rituals intended to scare away evil spirits:

Spectacular Kukeri - Traditional Mummer Carnival in Bulgaria 2013:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQKFnFAUdHE
Kukeri (Кукери) in Bulgaria:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Mq3wqANq5o
Legend of the First Kuker Warrior - a short film from The Golden Apple universe:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pjFHl8bd2iM

Cosmic voices (incredible sounds):
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DQzHoBohTzk
Our song sened in Cosmos:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7lJYq6bjHTQ


Modern song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9l73fhOLEjQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sv-eC2m45ys
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8erIJrLZvDc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kVsGYeKkf3I
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fmg3sAK5lyc


“The whole world bows to me, but I bow to the Master Peter Deunov of Bulgaria.” -Albert Einstein.
Peter Deunov and Universal White Brotherhood and Paneurhythmy:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fFQ95t9LIKk
Universal White Brotherhood: “Universal” refers to humans’ ability to understand universal concepts about life. It speaks to the idea that people can expand their consciousness with these concepts that extend to more than just one person or group.
“White” does not refer to a person's race, rather, it is, “the highest spiritual symbol, which is the synthesis of all colors, being the manifestations of the soul’s virtues." “Brotherhood” is meant to indicate that the Universal White Brotherhood’s teachings are for every human no matter what community, religion, or group they belong to. The Universal White Brotherhood believes that their teachings are for everyone so that they can expand their consciousness and embrace a virtuous spirituality

2000 Bulgarians play national dance at the Olympic stadium in Berlin (good words at the end)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DP1NgVe-Rlw

Man water dance in ice (people dance in spiral):
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q91hzkFJYCc

Fire dance Nestinarstvo:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i4pOgdtEaoc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QsEkakZ9EF0
Explain of the ritual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3JmsZ5l76sE

Ensemble Bulgaria :
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-I9Bk1aLzw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EoLqIwgE5AI

Everest/Lhotse, Atanas Skatov (Bulgarian) vegan expedition-Ice Climbing without Robe:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q1MAY_ztwMM

Bulgarian (BG) FOLK DANCE MASTERS:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ysLF7Ij-QiY


Cave Magura with drawings painted with bat shit before Epipaleolithic, late Neolithic, Eneolithic and early Bronze Age decorate some of the cave's walls. According to the data, the oldest drawings are 42,000 years old. These include portals, people, animals, plants, hunts, mushrooms, aliens, DNA chains, chronology of life on earth (with details for its interruption - There are such real events), Sun, Cosmic Calendar:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1QIYMD5HGnM


I hope I did not offend anyone. I believe everyone loves their native culture. I love to travel and learn about other cultures because I feel them part of me but this Bulgarian culture (this culture I was born in) loads me incredibly and I just wanted to introduce you to a small part of it. Because I myself every day learn something new (rediscover) about Bulgarian culture.

P.S Please let me know about your culture if you wish. I will be very glad to learn about other cultures.

I read your reply last week, beautiful pictures you posted!

I'll check those vids later

Brother I love you. I mean this whole heartedly, and in every way.
I believe your first time on any psychedelic is safe you don't deal with your bullshit until you go past the first dose. The first dose is an introduction to it. Theses are teachers, to sit in one class is not to learn what the class has to offer.
Your perspective on life fits my own in many ways, but if you can't sit and listen to your teacher how are you to learn.
Your path is your own. I do not support the habitual use of anything. This can become negative. You must know from grass, a great teacher but it can take it's toll.
Peace and love mac

A few weeks after my trip with DMT i meet several times with my friend the Shaman. After several meetings and conversation with the Shaman. One day on our meeting the Shaman decided to give me free gift (again DMT from the same batch of crystal like the previous one), even that I had told him I would not use it anymore. I have decided to try it only once. Shaman said to me:
"Even if you do not want to use it, just have it. It's a gift. Have it in you.
If you decide to use it, wait a few months or even a year. Wait for the weather to warm up. Find an inhibitor, keep a diet, take the inhibitor, and shared it with your wife and if you feel that you need and should take it DMT. Take the DMT orally. The trip will be longer (several hours). Dose is for 2 people. But first try the inhibitor and it will show you whether you need to take the DMT or not. "

I thanked him, took the gift and kept it.

Then we started talking about other things.



I'm glad you like it. You're welcome.




Thank you for the vibrations brother. I love you too.

I know and have seen very little and that there are many things I can see and learn. I know I know nothing, and the more I learn I realize how little I know. I accept every day as an opportunity to learn.

Do not get me wrong. DMT will remain something very special in my life. Very respectable, to which I feel real awe. I would say that DMT gave life in my life and gave me joy. Which in itself means saving my life, but not just mine, but others too.

I also see nothing wrong with the fact that people use it very often. Everyone can judge for themselves how many times they need to take it. Everyone is different and everyone chooses for themselves.
I know that I can learn a lot from DMT. But I feel that in order to develop my full potential I must be in a clear consciousness. Just something pushing me to this.
I believe you understand my perspective on life and that you respect my own path, as I respect yours. Harmony and Love

The grass is something special for me. Cannabis has saved my relatives, I would say it saved me too and helped me to stop many addictions. Weed is still my teacher, and helps me to grow a lot, and has contacted me with many friends and people I love. Sex on grass is incredible, and food is very tasty and occasionally gives very interesting views and philosophical thoughts. But somehow my liver wants air and my mind want a pure form.


I had decided to take a long break from smoking weed (at least a few months or maybe a year), but before the break I decided to meet with friends and smoke with them before the break... something like boys night and something happened. I went to see friends (i will call it "The Holy Man" to remain anonymous). We speak that the Shaman will come after few mins and to wait him to some with him a last grams from outdoor weed. The Shaman come after work and brought 3 beers (1 beer for him, 1 beer for Holy Man and 1 beer for me). It was my boys' night (my wife had gone to cinema of a free European film. After the movie, a donation is made if desired. ) Sometimes we need to see ourselves with our friends alone. That night I decided to afford one beer. (although because I had not drunk for a long time and I feel it even it is 1 beer). Sometimes my wife have girls night and i stay home. Sometimes we go out together and meet together with our friends. It differs according to the situation and how we felt it.

We (The Shaman, The Holy Man and me) rotate the pipe of peace (a joint with an outdoor cannabis) we speak and smile, we drink the beer, listen music and at the same time, a movie appeared on TV. (I and my wife do not have a TV at home) So sometimes I watch the TV by going to the guest, and sometimes I ask them to stop the TV if it's irritating or noisy. But there were a lot of colorful images on the TV and we all stared to watch it for a moment. The movie was a mute, and it was playing music from the laptop and sound equipment. (in the background of music {hallucinogenic music} )
We decided to watch the movie. The movie was incredible. We let the sound of the movie, but we did not like it ... and movie it kind unbelievable matched with the music. (I can not tell you the music, because I heard it for the first time, I have to ask for the DJ name) We roll another joint but this time with indoor cannabis.


Movie was the first time I have watched it and we caught it from somewhere, but it was incredible. I highly recommend the movie. A very beautiful story and it's worth watching. The name of the movie is " What Dreams May Come " and Trailer:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RmZ-FuBThuQ

I went home, my wife had come back from the cinema. I told him that I also watched a movie with my friends (after a few days with her we watched together the movie of the original sound). I told her I smoked weed and drank 1 beer. (she say me "you smoke weed and oooo a beer" and smile )
I decided to roll a grass. I roll joint with pure indoor weed and take 2 hits then I turned it off for another time, then back inside the house hug my wife and talking to her and I felt something at that moment. I felt a vibration... and tickling in the fingers, on the legs, on the back and the head including hair.
Before that such vibration I felt only in the time of hallucinogens (mushrooms or LSD).

I experienced incredible joy and happiness in communicating with my wife while I was hug her.( normally thing that happen natural regularly) But in that moment I had opened my head, my sky and my soul, and I had a very pleasant sensitive philosophical conversation with my wife.

It happened exactly the day I was thinking of pausing smoking afterwards. However this boy's night somehow brought me back into the game
I figured I would smoke grass. Rarely, but I will smoke. I have been in a pause for a few weeks now, but sometime I'll smoke with friends again. Simply, smoking cannabis is a pleasure that gives me joy. My white breasts do not like the smoke, but there are things the grass gives me. There are things It take me, but it also gives me. I would rather smoke very rarely, and so I would do something very special, like a ritual. Because I definitely like to be in a pure consciousness, which is the opposite of being high all day long. That is why I will smoke very rarely on a special occasion and as a kind of reward.
You never know. Maybe by reducing it a lot and smoking weed so rarely someday I can stop using it. Pure consciousness has its own pluses and pleasures.

But i will not reduce weed cultivation. I think I'll grow it even more.


Peace,

IIYI