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Drakiel
#1 Posted : 2/5/2019 6:09:15 PM
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Hello!
You can call me Drakiel, Drak, or Batman! (shh!)

When I found DMT-Nexus on the Googles I was excited to read through the Forums and find other people that have shared similar experiences to mine of the psychedelic world, namely "DMT". With that excitement, the first thing I wanted to do was write a WALL-OF-TEXT account of my experience, what I saw, and break it down into logical terms. Maybe later, lets break the ice first.

My goal is to understand the experience, learn from the experience, and learn from each other. What experience? Without telling my story, in a nut-shell: See an Entity. Life. Death. Life. Love. Love. Love.

The questions I have are no different than the philosophers of early man. Who are we? Where do we come from? What is our Purpose? (and after seeing an "Entity", Who are they? What do they want? What is their purpose for us? or their purpose in general?) (Topic later) And I hope that the DMT-Nexus group of members can help each other understand this experience, as well as a little about ourselves.

As for me, here's a mini-bio:
I'm 32 years old. 7 Years Army. Grew up a religious Bible-thumper most of my life (have since greatly considered other sects and beliefs). Did photography/videography in the Army, traveled across the U.S., through Europe, Italy, Spain, Romania, etc etc, lived in Germany, NY, MD, TX, CA, Deployed to Afghanistan in 2009. Married in Germany, divorced at age 27. Currently: 9/5 Job/Videogames.
(Agreement says no personal information: removing name and occupation type)
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I feel I have experienced a lot in this world, but nothing prepared me for when my brother's friend came over to introduce me to Dimetri. What I experienced felt like the, "Red Pill/Blue Pill" of the movie, The Matrix, and now knowing you can not unsee what you have seen, I am now lost in a world of uncertainty as I question my current reality.

That being said, I'm glad to be a part of an understanding community. I've read through many Forum topics, but never replied (I guess as a noobie, I can't yet anyway). The community as a whole is a very loving, caring, understanding group, who doesn't seem to respond to any question sarcastically (or mostly, without purpose) and takes each experience with a grain of salt, with the utmost care and focus when listening to these bizarre experiences, and when responding to people in kind. I also like that it seems members here accept both the Spiritual/Mythical side as well as the Logical/Scientific side of the experience. Open-mindedness. Thank you for that, and thank you for having me!
 

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Exitwound
#2 Posted : 2/5/2019 8:09:58 PM

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Hello friend.

I think you are revealing too much information about yourself especially if you work in corporate world.
 
Drakiel
#3 Posted : 2/5/2019 8:20:28 PM
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Thanks, I'll chop some out.
I also think it's important to know where someone has been, to understand where they're going, or their perspective.
 
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#4 Posted : 2/5/2019 9:21:05 PM

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Sounds like you had an interesting encounter with the molecule.

People here love to read others' experiences, please share yours.

By blue/red pill do you mean "out of the matrix" intensity level of experience or something else?
 
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#5 Posted : 2/15/2019 7:33:37 PM

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Welcome to the Nexus!

Had you tried other psychedelics before DMT?
 
 
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