My first DMT trip was beautiful, amazing, insane.

However, I think I am no longer capable of normal hallucinations. My last two breakthroughs have been visions of sorts. More like full blown dreams. I do not experience patterns or colors. I see people, humans. My last breakthrough I was able to relive my Harvest fest experience in 15 minutes (10 hits lsd, 3,5g blunt, 3,5g mushrooms, ,2g MDMA, FAT bowl dmt).

I hit the bong, loaded with over 75mg white ass spice in an ash sandwich. I hold it forever and I exhale. 2 seconds later, my vision shatters like a pane of glass and I close my eyes. I remember thinking that every time I smoke DMT my eyes go to one particular spot in my vision. I always look slightly to the right and up. My eyes get to that certain spot and then something 'clicks' and i go to hyperspace.

This trip I realized the Secret. I knew who God was, or at least where he was. I forced myself out of the trip pre-ego death because I had come across this Answer, the Answer to everything and I had to tell my brother and his friend. I felt the DMT/God pulling me towards it but I had to resist, I wasn't ready to go There.

Afterward, I felt completely mind-raped. I feel like I'm going crazy. During that trip, I KNEW with all my heart where GOD was, the creator of everyone and everything. The answer is at Harvest fest. I can go there to Ascend. I can live there forever in pure happiness, but I have to leave everyone behind.


How do you guys deal with "revelations" while in hyperspace? I know that these thoughts are obviously insane but I can't help think, What if? What if the second coming is now and God is there?

Also, why the fuck am I not getting any visuals? Visuals are limited to a "filter" on my 3rd eye. Its not my normal vison that gets affected but my mind's eye. I can see fine and I know what things are but it feels like there is kind of a haze on everything. Sometimes that haze can do visual type things.

I'm sure I make no sense but it really bothers me that I don;t get the same beautiful visions anymore.

Have you tried lowering your dose? I think the breakthrough doses aren't focused as much on the colours/visuals, although they are present, but rather the feelings and thoughts. I usually smoke 50mg for a pretty heavy experience, but I get nice visuals and contacts with 30mg.

Low doses do absolutely nothing for me. I don't even get a heavy body load.

EDIT: This most recent time I had taken 70mg THH sublingually and ~100mg DMT orally about an hour previous.

There is no Answer to Everything, it sounds like some kind of psychological 'bait'.

Actually, lowering dose or frequency sounds like good advice to me, especially if you are no longer capable of getting normal hallucinations

Could constant marijuana use diminish visuals?

Should I try doses at the 25mg level? I usually have a high tolerance... I need to take at least an 8th of mushrooms to feel threshold effects

I have heard some people say that cannabis makes it less powerful but I dunno know about that..

Maybe try taking melatonin for a few nights and dont take anything for a few days, then try again.

I tried DMT after smoking some hash for the first time the other day. I certainly felt the DMT, but it's a tried and tested dose I always use and breakthrough on, but it hardly had any visual effect. Just added euphoria and slight clumsiness were all I got out of it.

IIRC, my first experience I was not quite stoned but subsequent experiences, I smoke beforehand. I find it helps the nerves.

I think I need a break from drugs for a while.

that is probably right ismoke...because at one point i would smoke dmt and nothing would happen....i could feel the lift off begin.and then it just stopped...take a break for awhile...take some multivitamins and eat some good food...rest..eat some mescaline...that will do the tricl

Time to slow down. Your tolerance is high this will occur with DMT,LSD,Mushrooms. In the past I have been immune to the effects of wild fla Cubes(mushrooms) and this was using on the weekends for extended pereoids. There is a cross tolerance for LSD DMT and mushrooms also keep that in mind.

Peace
MV

how long have you been using white spice? I have never had intense visuals smoking white spice.

Remember its just a single experience, no matter how amazing it was it is just an experience.
God is inside of us, outside of us, and everywhere at all times, not in a single location or attached to a single experience.
Open your mind, don't overload your brain. Stay open to love during all times and transcend(escape) your ego.
What position do you sit/lay in when smoking it?

LoveLoveLove

This sounds like most of my recent experiences. I think it is caused by my heavy marijuana use. I smoke when I wake up to when I go to sleep. I have noticed other problems stemming from this as well. Perhaps some healing yoga and good kombucha will help me. Meditation should help as well. Anyone have any good guided meditation files? I lost all my meditation stuff in a format a while back.

I usually am sitting up and after the hit, I lay down as much as possible.

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Dawn to dusk, chaff the husk.

You might be filling your filing cabinets full of glue. Cannabis seems to tie everything up in cannabis. That is, if I mix cannabis with something, that something usually doesn't feel right without cannabis anymore. At least not without a break. Braincells are not unlimited you know. Maybe it kills them, maybe it doesn't. Depends on what research you've read. But I dropped that habit a LONG time ago because WITHOUT it, I had NO motivation, NO feelings, NO MEMORY. The price of admission is too high for this one. Infrequent use only and laughably small amounts, then.

Whatever the reason you use SO MUCH of it, find out through a healing Aya session. Try Shaktipat Yoga. There are some enthusiastic advocates out there on the net. Taper off the cannabis. Search for other herbal soothers. Passionflower, skullcap. Hell, CHAMOMILE. They make tea out of it for a reason.

Dependance on ANYTHING other than food, water and air is not healthy. Do it for your lungs if for no other reason.

Weed has its place but don't misinterpret the word CHRONIC.

Forgive the preaching, take what you will from it.

Namaste,

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Piracetam really helped me when I got DMT fizzle. A few weeks off, with a few weeks of a Piracetam program, and you should be good as new. I've also heard of other people taking heavy antidipressents will block the DMT.

Take a break, take some brain cleaners, get some exercise and come back to it. I had a similar issue with my minds eye, but I would always have to look left, and there was always a colored umbrella, or sheet seeming to cover my visuals, or almost like a setting sun would be hiding them from me.

Retst and try again Brother!

Having you guys here really is helping me not go crazy. I can only imagine what I would be doing without the nexus....

I've been interested in nootropics for a while so maybe this is the time to try some out. What's a good place for piracetam? THere are some health food stores around here I can check.

Is it possible that I develop irreversible tolerance towards psychedelics?

I remember with my salvia days, towards the end (10 or so trips) it barely effected me anymore; the first time I was transported to another dimension, I saw amazing things; the quality of trips decreased from then on. The same has been experienced with DMT; my first trip was everything I have heard it to be but subsequent ones have been lacking. Is it possible my brain learns to ignore the effects?

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Smokin' tha reefah!


give the WEED a break! its not medicine if you are floating in it. seriously. I repeat my earlier message due to the memory lapsing effect weed tends to give.

Chill out on the green, homie! Panacea? In moderation.

PM me about if you wish.

Weed has easily done more noticeable damage to me than any other drug. You don't think theres any negative effects but i almost never smoke weed anymore and i feel so much better because of it.

It ruins your god damn motivation to do anything! but you really dont realise when your smoking it every day until you stop. This is what i found anyway. I used to be like "O nah, me smoking weed all the time isn't changing anything" but i stopped and realised why the hell was i even smoking it? I hardly even got any effects anymore anyway!

Hate the stuff. Grr, ruined mine my life for a period and lets be honest, what is really good about it? and what a money drain! heh.

I am weening myself off, but it is hard. When all you do to cure boredom is smoke weed, what else is there to do?

I also have stomach problems- marijuana is great help.

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Their are many OTHER herbal remedies for whatever ailments one may have. All medicines come from plants. PM me about your stomach troubles. There are things to help you wean, also. Tough, yes. Impossible, no. Astralking is one and I am another.


Peace, really,

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