Hello all

Sometimes people that have done heavy tripping with someone and sync their trips, you get a feeling of oneness (or atleast a bond that supercedes blood, a sharing of energies, if you sync like this with someone like this, it dosn’t matter if you only met them the day before, you both learn a certainty, you are old friends, friends that have known each other for an eternity, it is the most beautiful feeling I have ever had, it has only happened twice for me and each time afterwards, even regardless of the short time we had known each other, we were soulmates, now I’m not talking lovers (maybe when our energies were in other meat sacks?), just two energies, bumping into each other again, after playing for an enternity. Now no matter where in the world either of us end up, we are sure in our knowledge and the love we have for one another, on such a basic and profound level, will always be there because its already lasted since our energies were first allowed into our ancestors meat sacks, who the fuck knows how long lol..... and with that, boom stronger energy connections.

Now, during this trip, I left my friend, because I have been tripping a bit and the scale of my thoughts and the control are better, not bragging or anything its just if you met my friend, you’d understand, she is a beautiful soul and wise, but she has abused her meat sack for too many years and too hard, and it was her first time having an experience like this ....
anyway, I knew that while our souls played, they merged to become one energy, time sped up, I do not know how fast and I can’t comprehend the details of what I saw, I was after all absorbing a lot of information, it felt like I was downloading stuff into my memory. Too describe what I saw, too hard. Cause I was aware of my body, on the lounge next to my friend, laying there, while she was laying on the mattress, she was laughing uncontrollably, but hers + mine into one energy, we were travelling the universe, travelling time, downloading all this information while I did. And then I reached the event horizon, the center of the universe, where all of the universes energies come from and return to. (I visualised this blackhole, and on the even horizon of this black hole, was everything, the past, the present, the future, all of us. Everything of this reality, I could see it, around the outside of this blackhole. And I understood. And back in time I went, my friend and our energies separated again, and we continued to play, back in time again we went and settled back into our bodies. Both of us feeling exhausted but oddly powerful and alive at the same time. Now normally when I come out of a trip, I feel great sadness, because I would feel like I was getting ripped away from my home. This time I felt no sadness, only hope and joy. I met a soulmate and I confirmed my idea, or at least I think so hahaha, time will tell.




This is the idea i had before I tripped.




**timeline - I first put this idea into words on the 11th november 2018 after writing a poem which mentioned circles. I didn't understand why i was thinking this, but i knew it was right, so posted on a mud (txt base game forum) that i had been playing since i was a kid. That was on Sat november the 24th 2018. Someone said to me to watch the JRE podcast with eric weinstein about the hopf vibration and to look into holographic theory. It spun me out cause here was a guy a very intelligent person, talking about my idea, except in detail I havn't been able to figure out yet. It was a humbling experience.**

I do not claim this as an original thought, as I now know, others have thought of this concept and in a lot more detail than I have (The holographic principle). I do claim this as an original experience as I have no current recollection of hearing about a theory of energy behaviour like this, until I had this concept and decided to look into it. I do know that I have pieced this together from a multitude of ideas, regarding this topic and many others, and so far this is what I have pieced together. The experience of having a concept like this, whether it is right or wrong is a marvelous and humbling experience, especially since I now know there are others far more capable than me, pursuing this idea. This has given me faith .... in everything. It has given me the desire to rejoin society, to contribute, allowing my enegeries to channelled into a world I want to be part of now.

I can only think of this concept in the most basic of ways, I can only express my understanding of this concept in two-dimensional so far.



Does what happens inside the circle, happen outside the circle? Or is everything really happening at the same time and we simulate separate lines off from within the centre of the circle, creating individual reference points. Experiencing the Inner Circle on the reflective Outer to be withdrawn back into its own inner circle, thus creating the true infinite simulation. Other circles(future ones) can now be added to the original circle, enabling the the original Thought/circle to gain this memory from the future circles. Also a memory from that original circle can now be experienced by those created after the original circle. So the only conclusion can be that inside the circle. everything is happening at the same time. or better yet. everything is the same. It cant differentiate from anything else. because there is nothing else until the THOUGHT that allows the inner circle to be first reflected to the outer circle happens, perceiving the inside of the circle individually on the outside. (event horizon, self awareness, big bang?)

Black holes I believe, are the points of transition for information between the inner circle and outer circle.

Thoughts and criticisms?

At the time I wrote this, I had no idea of physics, only basic maths but I cant help but thinking about the universe, so I tried to break it down, and this is what I got.