Hello I am brand new here and this is my first post.
However I have been watching these forums for years searching for every scrap of knowledge regarding DMT.
I found out about DMT years ago while researching banned ted talks and I stumbled upon graham hancock's excellent ted talk
The War on Consciousness I was intrigued but did not understand or really believe that such a thing could exist. so I decided I would pursue it myself to find my own truth.
I soon found out that this was not a overHYPED situation and that it was really a portal seemingly opened through my spinal column to a new realm of (previously)unimaginable beauty. I was fortunate to have many positive breakthroughs. I would return to the realm and had experiences that showed me carnations of my thoughts and how to see negative and positive thoughts, and the overwhelming power of positivity! <3! I felt more genuine and like I had been reborn. It changed my art DRASTICALLY in a positive direction. I was haunted by the perfection of these visions I had as they were so incredible and SO impossible that as an artist I had a hard time coping with these things.
Usually as an artist when you have a vision you try your best to get it out as best you can. this had never been a problem for me until my smoking of dmt. I have never and will never be able to fully show anyone that experience in this life. and that still in a strange way haunts me however I have no knowledge of whats possible in the here after.
I had so many positive experiences asking for inner vision every time and every time I would come out with inner vision however my relationship with dmt changed significantly when I decided to ask for broader things. Pushing the limit and dosage I found my experiences frolicking on the beach and swimming through clear coral reefs changed in one instant. I was picked up by the tip of my spirit and plopped straight in the middle of the ocean. I had no way of re-entering my body and I had no inclining that I was to be allowed back into my body. I was not guided by friendly spirits anymore, no guardian angle by my side. I saw gods seated in chairs towering over me as if I were an ant. I was shown the danger in seeking knowledge beyond my understanding.
This winding maze of labyrinthine patterned hallways leading to artifact upon artifact. I thought of all the people in my life who I loved. I had no idea if I would ever see them again or if they were even real in the first place. this somehow I was able to accept in order to continue the experience. following the experience the further down I went the more I noticed that the experience was fading this was a great relief to me as I knew I wasn't fully dead forever. I opened my eyes as soon as I had eyes to open to a slamming reality that this was actually no joke. never again will I doubt the reality of that realm when experienced. I had no cultural context for this except for this community on the internet and this forum which I am very very thankful for guiding my extractions and my methods of inhalation. I continued on for many many months with this experience and I was able even if foolishly to bestow life changing experiences to a few people around me. I felt however desperately under experienced and childish doing such a thing because I was.
playing with a sacred flame is never a wise idea. however when treated correctly it can be the best idea for the right person at the right time and the right place. I was fortunate for these experiences to have a positive impact on me DESPITE the hectic secretive taboo forbidden chaotic strange way I encountered it.
I firmly believe that in order to have this experience be something that one comes to in a positive way it should be better understood and recognized as the spiritual/mystical experience that it is and that can only come about with the rise of art and a cultural move towards understanding and truth rather than fear and ignorance. I believe that it is our right as Grahame puts it to have adult sovereignty over our consciousness. I believe that it is my constitutional right to use these substances for a spiritual purpose and I think that we are well on our way to having a cultural context for this most sacred of communions.
I have found that my art now focuses on the emotional aspects of these trips and how to use my art to give visions of love to those that I love. I hope you find it loving
I want to share my art and use my skills as an artist in whatever way proves useful and pursue healthy methods for the use of psychedelics and possibly in hopes of developing a space that may serve as a cultural context in which to encounter this type of experience.
Im glad to be here and hope that I can provide my services when called upon for a good cause as well as be a part of the community. I hope to learn and grow and provide my services as a designer where ever possible
HIT ME UP IF YOU NEED
-ART OF EXPERIENCES
-GRAPHIC DESIGN
-VIDEO EDITING
-CREATIVE DIRECTION
-A GOOD CONVO
-ART ADVICE
-A COMPLIMENT<3
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THANKS FOR READING
(ps: i've got more art and some diagrams id like to share but ill wait till I have more time to do sooo)