Hello you lovely people,

I already have a bit experience with DMT by taking Ayahuasca and Changa a couple of times during the last two years.

Just a few days ago I did another session with my boyfriend who was guiding me and I had to go through the most horrible and painful thing ever: A Hyperslap.

The problem I have atm is that since Saturday I have really bad, horrible dreams, going through the session over an over again. Waking up hourly or every half hour during the night, feeling punished instead of blessed (because there are only a few people who will ever experience a Hyperslap in this life!).

It would be helpful if you can share your own experience with a Hyperslap with me please and how you dealed with it the days after?

I don't know what to do at the moment. Feeling very confused, lost and lonely with this experience.
a friend of mine who went through it too told me that he felt so blessed afterwards that he still has to learn things from it until now. And it's a couple of years ago now.

Please help me a bit!

Much love and light!

Schinzana

If you work with these things long enough it's pretty much inevitable that sooner or later you'll catch a glimpse of the shadow side.

First and foremost, take the lesson to heart, there is always a lesson at the root of such experiences. Don't dwell on the experience or it's content, simply understand what the message is and immediately work on putting it into practice, this is ultimately the fastest and most effective route of integration in these cases.

In the meantime take a step back from the psychedelics and possibly even the psychoactives (cannabis, coffee, these kinds of things) and work on grounding back into your daily life. Spend some time in nature to reconnect to natural rhythms of things, be sure your eating well and drinking plenty of clean water. Keep up on those exercise and meditation routines. Spend some quality time with your friends and family. Make some art, play some music. Nurture yourself a bit and take some time, these kinds of experiences offer the most opportunity for growth.

This too is a gift.

♥

Hello...
Yeah it's ruff...I can definitely relate...My first couple times using the medicine I didn't have a milligram scale so I was eyeballing my doses...I now have a miligram scale n when I got it I weighed out what I had been smoking n it was 60-70mgs n smoked successfully in one large toke bc I've had experience smokin many things...my second time is the one that shook me... during my exhale my gf got up n walked outta the room n I watched the room suck up like a vacuum n go out the door w her..my heart was in overdrive n struggling to breath...this is maybe the 30 second mark...I got this overwhelming feeling of loneliness n closed my eyes n was blasted w evil entities made of blue n yellow light hanging themselves w electric nooses one after another comin at me really fast n in my face n over n over... I opened my eyes to see the same scene of my girl getting up n walking out n the whole room suckin up like a vacuum n out the door w her...I was tryna resist n fight it n make it stop w no such luck...loop... things finally started to calm down jus a notch or two n she walks BK in the room n is standing in front of me n I ask her "what's goin on n is everything ok?" bc I had no real sense of reality or could grasp what was happening...it was all very real... there was like 20 of her standin in front of me...I was very confused n it took me a minute to get myself together... I'm not gonna lie it scared me n I wouldn't touch it for bout 2weeks n I had jus successfully pulled off my first extraction attempt after years of desire n research...this was about two months ago n ever since I find myself hesitant to load "Breakthrough" doses...I load 20-25 mgs n hit it twice slow n easy...the large doses in one toke was jus too much too fast for me at the time... I'll eventually work my way up but I'm in no rush n I'm taking my time...
For about a week I was a little shook about the whole experience n I looked at myself n thought about what role I played in it n what I could have done differently before and during...I resisted n fought w it is one thing I know that played a role.. both her and I were inexperienced n she had no idea getting up n walking or doin anything could have an effect on my ride...I never blamed the medicine... I think there are things we can do to better prepare ourselves or maybe do differently before or during to prevent these things from happening or at least make them less likely...idk for sure yet as I said I'm still learning about what I'm doin just my experience n thoughts...I hope ur ok n I hope ur able to find something positive to get outta the experience...