If anyone on here trips and reads this, come find me. I have been through not alot of substance use but have been exposed to many things that maybe should have awakened me but have not. I’ve been wanting to do this for a while but I can’t. I don’t have the resources and the means at the moment but I would appreciate any generosity for someone to talk to me. I don’t give out info, but I am pretty sure I would have had an experience by now.

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Well, to be able to communicate with others here it's good practice to jump into some talking here on the forum. Would you mind elaborating a bit more onto why you're not able to work with psychedelics? Sorry, this original post just seemed a bit cryptic.

We can only talk as much to you as you're willing to talk yourself - to us. It's a bit of a reciprocation brother

Well I have been on shrooms in the past. It was a weed trip with shrooms, possibly spliff I do not remember. I only got a kaleidoscope effect, and I did not see anything entities or really anything to look close to the dmt or other psyllocibin experience. I have also been through trial and error with many pharmaceutical drugs , and almost had a heart attack once from Wellbutrin or risperidone, and I also pretty much overdosed a few years back on others which I have been still afflicted by.

I grew up around a lot of people experimenting with substance use, and what I went thru was nothing compared to what was being done around me. I know one of these people are gone or in other words they passed away.

I believe they may have done LSD and talked about it but nothing they have ever said ever reminisced about what I am hearing on some stories. Maybe they never opened up about it. I was not close to them.

I want to have awakening because I wanted to see and experience things with other entities.

This forum has a pretty kind, warm atmosphere and good vibes - I have to say.