I feel like I've read enough literature, trip reports, scary and most wonderful stories, watched a dozen of videos, and finally ordered a stash of MHRB which is going to wait until I'm ready to extract it.

I've taken mushrooms once in my life, which happened somewhere around this time last year with my wife (we both did 1g dried), I had similar effects to the come up on LSD without any visuals, and a very frightening 2 seconds with closed eyes visuals, after which I had a phase of forgetting any though or even the sentence I was trying to say out loud, all in all very interesting. The rest of the trip I was a trip sitter for my wife, who was in wonderland and had the necessity to explain everything she sees and feels. She was scared to close her eyes though.
A year before the mushrooms I've tried 1 tab of 1P-LSD, and a month later 3 tabs of the same. I would say the potency was around 100ug.
The 1 tab was great introduction and the first successful psychedelic in my life, where the 3 tabs took me on wild visual and sensational ride which lasted about 10 hours.

I'm currently in Mexico, and I have planned the trip of my life (or so I hope).

Next month I will be doing a private session with a practitioner of the sonoran desert toad Bufo, meaning I'll consume a dose of 5-MeO-DMT.
My reasons for wanting to do it are various, one of them being a problem with overthinking everything, never been able to shut my mind and thoughts even while meditating. This creates a lot of problems in my private life, I can get angry and frustrated at random times, and I take every reaction of close ones very seriously, I can be in a bad mood the whole day for the tiniest increase of the voice, or anger of a loved one. I always know that it is bad and I need to get over it, but something inside doesn't want to let it go, until few hours later.

Few days later, probably the last weekend of Novemeber I plan on visiting San Jose del Pacifico, where shrooms are considered a medicine and people are pretty open about it. I plan on taking a 5g dried dose. The village is on a mountain around 2500m high. I love mountains and nature.

If anyone has anything to share about what I'm going to do, please do so, thanks.

Happy trails. Don’t let what I write at all discourage or put you off

I wish you well on your experience. I never done any psychedelic or ever will unfortunately because of a condition I have, but I have previously been on mushrooms a long time ago. I did not really want to be on or was expecting to be, but all I really saw were colors and the kaleidoscope effect. I believe I might be just one of those people who are not sensitive to anything especially now in my life.

This is one reason that I probably won’t do dmt, because it would be just too much of a risk for me after all the experience with other substances that I have had. I was in voluntary psychiatric section of my local hospital because of health issues and I was on all these things and I never saw anything except for spots. I do not doubt however what you will have as an experience.

If your trip is well please try to talk to your guides or jesters about me. I’m serious. I actually want to be woken up myself but I can’t.

Mexico will probably be a lot less filtered in terms of info and your overall experience. I have heard of many things like your third eye would be much more likely to be purposefully calcificated here, which I think is my case or worse.

Despite this I use crystals and get dreams from time to time. Things are very slow and I have been more leaning to kundalini.

Anyways hope you well....