Hiya Puddles,
Thank you for sharing your experience.
Puddles84 wrote: This time though GOOD LORD the euphoria. It was almost sexually arousing. Pretty much a whole body orgasim and the visuals were so beautiful.
This sounds almost exactly what I experienced when I left my body to go home. I described it as every cell in my body was experiencing like an orgasmic sensation, and the depth and warmth of an indescribable love embraced around me; But then I found myself on the other side saying I wasn't done with what I was to accomplish back in my vehicle (body) and I needed to go back; so back I ascended although it would have been bliss to stay where I went.
My experience did not happen with DMT for me, I was not on anything. What I will speak of is only to set the stage so you and others can see what triggered me to this level, if it is a level; and I do not mention this for sympathy, as I believe everything happens for a reason.
I had experienced the deepest loss and grief beyond my imagination. I didn't think I could experience anything deeper than what my life had presented me in the past decades which was loss of almost everyone I loved starting at age 6; Then what triggered this was the loss of my last daughter. The grief was beyond description and I literally went and laid down
and with conscious thought I left my body for dead, I didn't want to be here any longer.
I was able to just 'leave' with a conscious thought that was so powerful, it was like breathing or walking, it took no effort like it was natural. The correlation of your described experience and what I had after I left my body is amazingly close.
Anyway, what a beautiful experience you had I can relate too, thank you for sharing it.
Namaste
-Rainner
As we awaken we understand we are the creators of our own reality... Everything happens for a reason.