[9/25]
So I'm getting ready for my first mescaline experience and thought I'd write it down here. I'll update as I go. I'm still preparing right now.
I took a 33" section of a woefully neglected Bridgesii, de-spined it, sliced it into 1/2" sections and dried it for several days in a food dehydrator. About 2/3 of the cutting had dark spots, some kind of fungus I think, and I kept that separate from the clean section with the idea of extracting the former and eating the latter. After powdering I was left with ~70g of contaminated material for extraction and ~22g of clean material which was hand-loaded into 72(
) 00 gel caps. That's a lot of pills to swallow but I suppose it's no different from eating an elephant. Unless nausea sets in before I can finish. I have to have water to swallow a pill so there will be a lot of water in my stomach by the time I'm done, for better or worse.
The extraction is in progress. I'm using
69ron's D-Limonene extraction. I fasted all day yesterday and will continue until I consume the cactus, which I expect will be tomorrow. I don't think the extraction will be done in time to do it today and still go to bed at a reasonable hour.
[9/26]
I didn't fully evaporate the vinegar and around 1500 today I drank it. I think it was around 50ml of liquid. Heeding some good advice I've been given here, I diluted it with a full glass of water and then drank 3 more glasses as I took some of the pills. I did not make it through all of them. I began to have difficulty swallowing them and on the 13th one I choked a bit and had a vomit reflex severe enough that I decided to stop for a while. Maybe I'll take more of them in a bit. Oh, I also cleaned the bowl where the vinegar had been evaporating with roughly a shot of golden grain and mixed that in with it. Also, after I quit with the pills I smoked a bowl of cannabis to help with nausea. No definite effects yet.
+4:00hrs and I just purged. I appear to be vomiting blood but I'm not sure. Could be the stuff I drank plus the tea I've had since. I've been having mild visuals for a while now. Breathing and undulating in patterns. Shakiness. Nothing extreme though.
+5:00hrs and I just purged again. Pretty sure I'm vomiting blood. I guess fasting for 72 hours and then drinking vinegar, everclear and a little orange oil is hard on the stomach even with all the water lol
I haven't told my wife. Don't want to alarm her. I assume the vinegar I drank was just too strong even in a glass full of water. Perhaps I didn't take downwardsfromzero's warning seriously enough.
+11:00hrs and it's been a long, strange trip. While I wasn't surprised by the vomiting, I didn't expect to vomit blood and it started to make me a little paranoid. In a moment of weakness I called the poison control hotline, told the guy generally what I had done, while leaving out key specifics, and what was happening and he insisted that I go to the ER. So I drove myself and there I spent the next four hours. It wasn't terribly unpleasant. I was tripping but not so hard I couldn't contain myself. I was reasonably comfortable and I felt calm and unworried. After some blood work (the results of which no one specifically discussed with me--I wondered whether they would be able to detect mescaline metabolites or whatever in my blood and if they did what they would do with that information), a CT scan and a lot of waiting around I eventually learned what I already suspected: that drinking such a highly acidic concoction on a very empty stomach (after fasting for 3 days, I have stomach that has never seen food) was just too rough on my stomach lining. They gave me a PPI and I think something else and sent me home with a warning to avoid acidic foods for the next few days.
I'm still tripping but I'm coming down. I just ate a cracker. It was a good cracker.
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