Namaste DMT nexians

I was a silent reader of this forum, collected infos, doing my research on DMT.

I was called by DMT a few weeks ago. Constantly dreaming of it. I am 34 years old, and had some expierience with psychedelics, as well as other drugs.

I did psylocibin and LSD. First when I was twenty, and since then, psycedelics called me. once a year, sometimes with a 3 year gap.

Every expierience taught me something I had to work on, I had profound insights transferred them to my reality and succeded in integrating into my life.

They made me grow.

Back to DMT:
In the past weeks it kinda called me in my dreams, I knew about dmt very good.

I researched it already years ago, but never had the urge to do it. Until it started calling me couple of weeks ago.


Started my studies about DMT again, sources, smoking methods, set and setting, trip reports etc. Thank you DMT NEXUS!

Dabbing seemed to be the way to go, never heard about it before. So got a dab rig, Titanium nail and of course - Dreamsand, 1 g super clean.

Yesterday it arrived. So I decided to do a test run, try my vaping dab tool, doing a really low dose of 5mg (have a lab scale 0.0001). Maybe I will get slight visuals, probably It will burn because I have never dabbed before.

Heat the nail, counted to 15 and dropped it above the nail while inhaling. The sand did not even touch the nail it evaporated immediately. The vape was super smooth, the taste was not so good but not as horrible as imagined after reading tons of trip reports. Im a pretty big guy, I thought this dose won´t have much effect on me.

"Ok, now keep it in your lungs"...counted....put the rig onto the sofa table, leaned back and...WHAT IS HAPPENING HERE???

I felt immediate sensation all over my body, a sound rang in my head, very quiet. My vision turned from 80´s television to 2018 Super Ultra HD in a glimpse.

I closed my eyes, extremely sharp visions of supersharp multicolored bars, that floated into each other. First it was like I was looking at a wall, it shifted into a room, while the noise in my head got louder. The wall of the room I was looking at, now formed into a tunnel, the bars stretched along that tunnel.

This was too much, I thought I would see some slight visuals because of the low amount and my lack of dabbing expierience. I could not go any further, could not let go. My ego and my higher self seemed to shift away from each other but my ego kept holding on. Like when holding a bubble gum in your hands and slowly pull it.

I told my self, let go, its going to be over soon, send love to the universe and it will send you love as well. But my Ego, or my brains natural defense reaction to something so astonishing kicked in.

Its enough for now, I cant go further for now. A voice whispered from the tunnel " It´s okay, take your time" It was not spoken, it was telepatically. The moment I decided that it was enough for now, the tunnel closed. I opened my eyes, still had supersharp vision and saw my living room, the walls had super fine line geometric patterns. The sound volumed down until it disappeared.

I was shaken. Astonished. What did just happen? Was it the waiting room already? Will I ever want to do this again?

I gained so much respect for it. It was uncompareable. MDMA, shrooms, LSD. Kindergarden.

Please, dear fellow DMT friends, what was it?

just the beginning,a little glimpse, the waiting room? One step away of hyperspace?

Will it be easier to let go after the first expirience? When astonishment is less overwhelming.


Thank you for reading,


Love

Sounds like you dipped your toes in! Just a light experience can be astonishing. It is ever changing and infinite as far as I can tell. Every time I think that it couldn't go any further, it does.

I think we could all offer a theory on what 'it' is. I don't think we will ever really know what 'it' is. Be prepared to be astonished every time you try DMT.

Easier? I don't think it gets easier. I guess it is all in your mind set. You just never know what it going to happen. You never know what kind of experience you are going to have. Best to go with the flow and do the best you can to navigate through everything you see and experience. I think that the initial shock of it all will be lessened after your first experience. You know kind of what to expect anyhow. Just keep on traveling!

Welcome to the Nexus!

Over time I found it easier to submit and embrace the unknown. Best of all, that self-development translated into other aspects of my life in terms of just being more chill overall and not letting things get to me.

To the OP: that's a great response to 5mg! You're very fortunate

safe travels

Namaste,


This is excellent for a first trial run experience.

As they said above, this stuff will consistently astonish and defy expectation.

I think you will find it easier to "let go" as you up the dosage, in that at a certain point, you no longer have a choice.

Don't worry, that which is beyond the self is utterly beautiful.

Welcome to the nexus.

Definitely sounds like you got a solid going, even with that small of an amount.

For some people this experience can come on with ease [versus others]. A little can get you very far in sometimes. Sounds like this is how it might've went for you.

Shock and awe can happen when you least expect it..

Best advice I can give is to never get complacent with the smoked experience. It can always up the game into depths that you could never ever imagine..

Be sure to post future experiences

Welcome

Thank you all for your lovely feedback and responding to my expierience

And of course for the warm welcoming!

Things have settled in the past 3 days, my thoughts are circling around the first run, spoke to my beloved ones about it, which helped me integrating it.

I will go for it again at the weekend. I am not sure yet if I should just raise the dosage, to 10 mg or go for a breakthrough at 20mg.

Maybe both, doing 10, and the about a hour later to 20mg.

I have read that some prefer to go for the breakthrough immediately, others prefer to go step by step to the next level, increasing the dosage not too much.

It is probably the best if I just listen to my intuition. What do you think?

Of course I will report, I believe it helps integgrating and processing as well.

Almost all of my friends and even my girlfriend are not into pschedelics, but very tolerant and curious about it. So getting some input of expierienced people like you dear DMT Nexians will help extremly.