Now lately i have been thinking and pondering the meaning of hyperslap. Is it some kind of defence mechanism by some ordinarily peaceful entity, harrased to level, where there is no other choice, in terms of spontaneity, to just defend "untouchablenes" of it? The situation i mean here, is the one where "talking just dont do it". Voyager dont just get it, that you cant go there like that.
Situation is extremely crude when there is violence to be used.
I myself, have been walking a path, desiring to run sometimes, where im faced with malicious beings, parasites of mankind. Now with such things, it gets to matter of killing. Yet i never wanted to kill anything.
Problem is in a mode of concsiousness, where one seeks errors and problems, and as he seeks, he may find. After one of "them" is killed there comes another even worse than the earliers.
This was possible by suppressing feelings, as alien and confusing, unnecessary in this world, to let the rationalizing mind make its conclusions. Yet the statement for being "unnecessary" is being told to us by the society outside of us.
Killing one malicious being, and what happened straight after that: Monster was gone, it name has vanished. Now when it is out of the way, i may enter to chamber deep down inside, never accessed before. There i found controls, like control panels of sort, with levers and buttons. Pulling the lever and pushing the button, i changed the state of myself, where i was against all kind of healing, in a same sense where kid wont go to dentist in some sort of style. This being done, floor where i was standing arose and lifted me to open my eyes, to realize that im dancing, or swimming. Now i couldnt really separate those 2, swimming and dancing. I was swimming in the river of souls, through black and empty space, being a like a spark from cozy campfire flying through the dark, to land in same starting point. Dance was spontaneous, it was the only thing to do, in river you have to swim right, for being in the water?
After this event, it generated new mode of thinking, where i am against all the evil, going one by one. Now i cant really have any feeling there cause theres evil to be killed. Now with this mindset, i returned to see my loving Mother, my companion. I was a new man in Her eyes. By blinding my very own eyes, i can rationalize and perform things that i can never do with my eyes open. NO WAY!
My own idea of "good" generated fear and horror. Though how can i ever know the truth? I never know. Point is, that my idea of "good" was in reality, in actual felt reality to felt as harrasment of worst sorts. No way that talking will do here. First it was felt as a firm "No!", with palm gesture blocking me, and im asking "why?", yet getting closer and closer all the time. Finally i was hit. It hit like a sledgehammer, making me tremble so, that i shook every golden and every jewel garment from me that i collected before. Now im naked.
Deep, deep realization was, that if evil and good are accepted likewise, none of those two exist. It can be simulated by saying, that its like a feeling of falling, without slightest attempt to fly.
There is this mini-movie where you can see this thing in animated video, a hyperslap. I saw that video many years ago, by putting word "lsd" in youtubes search bar. It is this new light where all reality is being revealed. Heres the
video .
Here at the end of this post, i want to share this another
story of being hyperslapped, by another person. I do it with intent to expand our perspective of this phenomenom.
-LA