I've always been fascinated reading others DMT trip reports, after every one I would think to myself "That must be an amazing, beautiful and spiritual experience" and in fact I would say I was right.
I recently started to FINALLY be successful with my extractions, after many failed attempts that made me wanna stop trying I'm glad I didn't. DMT is probably my #1 when it comes to connecting to myself, and kinda makes me feel connected with anything around me. The day I smoke even a little I always end up happy, motivated, energetic and happy to be alive afterwards. This is very different than my usual depressed self, and if you ask me I believe DMT helps me kinda of push depression away for a while (At least a couple days).
My trips usually consist of not blasting off (My goal is to blast off, but I have yet to be able to) but of smoking threshold to light doses. I always feel very philosophical when I'm smoking DMT, not sure if others feel this but I do. I always always either see these weird shapes that are somewhat... alive with mouths that open and close that turn into jester looking beings. Or I see stunning colors that shift into 3D rooms and shapes I've never even seen. I have experienced what I believe was the true terror some people get where your watching the show, and out of no where you feel compromised by this almost evil energy.
I've read a lot of trip reports on here, and I'm intrigued to see what you guys have experienced or what your first times with DMT was like. If you have seen any trips that sparked your interest, I'd be appreciative if you guys could reply with the link or a little taste of what your first time with this amazing tool was like.
Probably butchered my explanation of what I see but it's my first time explaining it, just remember that.