Quote:I have seen entities but I don't think ive broken thought it's that normal?
Normal for you isn't the same as normal for me. In fact, all ideas of normality go out the window as soon as we get in to these areas.. Personally, I've never had entity contact without a "breakthrough" experience. Whether or not that's normal? Who's to say
Quote:I heard you'll know if you broken through by going tho this rose shaped object you'll also hear some clapping and some crackling i read that the crackling is your pineal Galen opening is that true or do different people experience different things when breaking through
It's such an intangible and non physical experience that relating to another persons experience is nigh on impossible, except for a few surface depth similarities which can be compared. I've heard such vastly changing descriptions of breakthroughs in the past and completely different experiences when travelling to the other side. When I breakthrough I don't get the chrysanthemum of Terrence fame. There's a barrier that's semi permeable, and then I go through it. It's hard to explain, but it's the sort of thing that if you'd experienced it, you would definitely know. It's a marked change in experience from a more casual journey.
Quote:I haven't smoked it in my house because I've been rolling cigarettes with the DMT inside. Is the DMT smell strong by its self? I am thinking of buying a meth pipe and smoking it in my room while I have some insnece and candles burning
I would say this is one of the main things holding you back. It can be difficult for people of average tolerance to get sizeable doses from a space joint; vape rigs and sandwich bongs tend to be much more efficient ROA's with a much higher success rate. Personally, a 30mg space joint will send me all the way out there, but my tolerance is ridiculously low for pretty much every entheogen I've ever used. Many people won't breakthrough smoking a 60mg joint to themselves just because it's such a slower and less efficient ROA.
As for smoking in your room, it depends on the situation and only you can judge. If you're planning on lighting incense and candles to hide the smell from family/flatmates I'd highly suggest waiting for a more optimum time. Set and setting are extremely important with chemicals of this potency and if you're planning on partaking in a negative setting that can sow the seeds of paranoia and fear which can throw the whole experience in to a pretty dark spiral. Not to mention the risk of being caught by someone you don't want to know when your ball deep in an astral adventure.
It's the sort of chemical that, in my experience, highly praises patience. The best experiences I've had are the ones with the most time and effort placed in to preparation; my best journey was after 4 months of specifying intent and mentally/physically preparing myself. If you have the patience to wait for a more suitable setting, I'd highly recommend it. Even if that setting is for one week from now when you and your friend can go to the local beach in your car; that miniscule amount of preparation combined with the much safer setting can make aeons of difference.
Quote:I am also having trouble surrendering or letting go as soon as I start hearing the vibrations I tense up. Any tips on how to over come this?
Practise and rituals. Overall the best way to get used to the experience is, funnily enough, experience. That said, a lot of the ritualisation people do is based upon creating the right setting. Burning sage sticks, meditating, fasting; all these things give the user an added element of control over their trip, and these elevated levels of control can be incredible totems for grounding and support.
Best of luck on your journey