KHAN786 wrote:Hello, I am 27 year old. I was born in a Muslim family and I practice Islam along my family and friends whenever I am free and comfortable. Within my family and friends the most non-practicing Muslim! I am pretty much agree with them and I never make the mistake of arguing with them on this topic.
I am just curious about the very fact of life.
Why do we exists? I find it hard to understand when some one says we are here to love, we hare here to practice religion and god have sent us to worship him? Why would he create something to just worship and then take that thing back? I mean we are not solving any equations for him are we?
I am not here in this world to eat, sleep, marry, have kids, work and then die? <- And trillions of us dead doing this?
My journey with these substances, starts with this curiosity and yet I have not found a single answer but a lot more of questions spinning in my head 24/7.
Thanks for reading... Further I will be sharing my DMT, Truffles Mushrooms & MDMA experiences.
Thumps up if you want me to find more questions? or else I might find some answers... It seems to be the very way to find at-least something and they say something is better then nothing.
Catholic and had the same questions.
However, I took my thoughts to philosophy and the philosophy of religion on whole. I think that if there is a God then it's going to line up with Aristotle's Logos. Avicenna was one of the great islamic philosophers. If you get a chance look him up. Finally, it will show how to use thought experiments, premises and propositions to start a framework to help you on your way. Without those tools it may seem very repetitive.
I would be very interested if your journey's point to what you already believe.. Mine have almost exclusively, with some caveats. I do believe this quest is honest and open. You are also smart to keep it to yourself in a lot of ways. People seem to take offense when you leave the farm and say "I know what you believe, but I am no longer willing to let others have authority over my belief". It's like they feel slighted. :/
<3 man, good luck and just look with an open mind and heart. Also stay grounded at all points.. I use both of these tools (Psychedelics, Philosophy) on my quest. If you have problems with grounding, go look at the college course lectures on audible, I have a collection of "your deceptive mind" lectures from universities.
Good luck with your journey, and if you are comfortable I would love to see how you grow and what you find!
~Ess
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