Hi all, I’m brought here again to this forum after once creating an account years ago purely out of curiousity.

Reasons for me rejoining include: dramatic personal revelations revolving around my life’s basis and direction and a desire to connect with a member in particular who shares many of my experiences in a way that is at times overwhelming. My spiritual coincidences with this member are taking my breath away.

I have always loved this forum and have absorbed some amazing things from the people who post here. I hope to be of similar value and to keep expanding my worldview with the help of some of these magnificent substances or plant consciousnesses we are so fortunate to have access to.

Thanks all!

Hey there Lilli thanks for sharing your intro. Welcome aboard take some time to learn and navigate the Nexus. Holler if you can't find an answer to a question I'll try to point you in the right direction.

Hey Olympus Mon, glad to be here. Thanks for your kindness!

To the member I mentioned, I’ve read your messages and I’m SUPER excited to talk to you! It’s such a shame I can’t even pm you but I wonder if it’s legal to share an email? Maybe you could stick on the front of your new pdf? This is going to get really, really deep. I want someome to relate to finally, at least on some of the freakier stuff orr as far as we’re both willing to go actually. No should have to think they’re alone when they most need/want clarity, you know? (I’m talking about both myself and you here if the time ever comes) I’m reading what you sent me right after I post this message.

It’s not a coincidence we found eachother, the jester as you like to call it (he didn’t appear as a jester to me) arranged this as I’ve discovered he’s being arranging things my whole life. For example, I am also a virgin and the oldest to a family of four, have been totally isolated for a long time and etc. We’ll get into this. In the meantime, maybe check your astrology? I bet you are a dominant sign in either Cancer or Capricorn or both.

Thanks <3 don’t ever feel despair, we go through a lot when we’re launching into the incredible, we are powerful. I’ve had my entire life poured through a meat grinder of terror and abandonment from everything I thought I trusted or was undeniable, but even that only lasted a few days. It’s all back now but with some shifts, detanglements I’m forced to make... It all starts with self empowerment

Welcome to the Nexus!

If I may offer a small suggestion: Do go down the rabbit hole of philosophical ideas and spiritual meanderings, by all mean find coincidences or synchronicities with other people, connecting different stories and aspects of your life and of other people, experiences, cosmic thoughts and dreams. But also I strongly suggest you keep a small part within yourself, a little Lilli3 in the back of your mind that is repeating one question: "is it possible Im mistaken and this is BS?" .

Its like a person exploring caves, keeping a rope connected to the outside.. If you never go down the caves, you might miss on a lot of interesting things in life, but if you dont have the safety rope when you go into a cave, you'll get stuck in that one particular cave, that might not even be the most interesting one...


All the best with whatever your future holds

Welcome

Welcome Lilli,

I am sure you will find all the answers you seek here, as well as be inspired to ask all the questions your souls feels the need to ask! Enjoy and share the love!



Great analogy! I love it! We must always dare to explore the unknown so we can stumble upon the unknowable, but we must always leave at least a little bit of ourselves on the shelf so when we come back we have some sort of a safety net to fall into. Be brave, but be equally as smart and responsible!