First of all hello to everybody here at dmt-nexus. SWIM has been browsing the website for a few weeks and really enjoy the space for some interesting reads. SWIM finally has something to bring to the forum since such person has nowhere else to discuss such things. Secondly SWIM has never smoked the spice or partaken in any ayahuasca brews. SWIM has however done much experimenting with psilocybin mushrooms and feels quite comfortable in that mind space. Here are SWIM's dreams/experiences.
SWIM has had two very detailed and powerful dreams since reading information about dmt via the internet and books. A few weeks ago after thinking about some forum topics on the internet, SWIM fell asleep for the night only to wake from a rather bizarre dream. SWIM remembers being very comfortable in the dream and with a few good friends. SWIM was then handed a pipe and asked what was in it. The other said it was dmt and asked if SWIM knew of dmt. SWIM answered yes, but had never smoked it before. After a moment's contemplation SWIM smoked the pipe and fell back into a vortex type hole. The feelings were those of immense gravity and force. Colors and designs swept past like thoughts. SWIM awoke in bed sweating and could remember a "rocket ship ride" dream and the pipe. That's it. SWIM thought the vortex hole in the dream reminded SWIM of high dose mushroom trips. SWIM got up and drank some water to calm down and finally slept.
A month later SWIM decides to stop smoking pot for a few days and on the third night has the most intense dream in years. This dream was similar to SWIM's last dream because it also had dmt smoking going on. SWIM has never smoked the spice IRL, so such dreams seem to be different in a way, yet the dreams also feel "right at home". SWIM's second dream consists of hanging around a living room type area with friends from the past, present and future (SWIM didn't know everyone in the dream, but most). There were also some family members in SWIM's dream. Everyone in SWIM's dream were smoking pot, socializing, having fun and having a good time. Then SWIM's older cousin (who SWIM hasn't seen in years) asked SWIM if he wanted to smoke some dmt. SWIM said yes and left the "party" to find a more suitable calm area in another room to smoke in. SWIM, still dreaming, smoked the dmt and had another experience like the first dream experience, but not as powerful. This time SWIM remembers nothing about the trip but remained in the same dream sequence for much longer than usual instead of waking up right away. SWIM suspected this had much to do with refraining from the pot use for a few days. It usually helps SWIM's dreaming. SWIM remembers smoking more pot and dmt with friends in the dream before waking up in bed again. SWIM thought, "whoa... so real... can I go back?" Everything about SWIM's dream was real, real, REAL! After awhile SWIM couldn't remember anything but bits and pieces of the entire dream. Kind of frustrating.
After having these two dreams, SWIM is in a state of wonder and curiosity. SWIM has been wanting to make some spice of his own, but lack of drive prevents SWIM from getting it. SWIM's attitude is instead of rushing to get it is, wait until it comes, or something. SWIM wants to know what other forum members ideas are about these dreams. Being that SWIM has yet to smoke spice IRL. SWIM feels as though SWIM has already done it, but yet, has not....at the same time. Sounds oxymoron like, SWIM knows, but that's what SWIM feels like.
SWIM is hoping others have had similar experiences before actually trying the spice. SWIM does not know anyone who smokes dmt or anything, so SWIM feels a little alone around the subject. What does everyone think? Any comments about these experiences would be most appreciated. Peace and Thanks.