Hello dear nexians, friends, neighbors and kindred spirits.
I feel it is time for me to introduce myself, for I have visited this forum for some time now.
searching for answers to many questions, wandering curiously.
I'm so glad I found this place. I feel like I have found my tribe in many ways.
I'm glad for all the love and sincerity that shines through in so many posts and threads,
for all intellectual, psychological and spiritual subjects so rigorously explored,
experiences and perspectives shared.
This community is truly inspiring. I love you.
All of the information compiled in the wiki, faq and forum is just, wow!
I shall do my best to always respect and honour the attitude guidelines.
Please help me out if I should be amiss

I am the wandering cat. I like to explore. And bask in the sun.
I don't claim to Really know anything, but my experiences sometimes lead me to belive differently.
Please excuse me when I'm stubborn and not seeing clearly.
I do wish to shine a light and grow with your help.
I feel like I know some of you quite well already and I wish to be known aswell.
Art and music have moved and saved my soul many a time.
I wish to learn to express deep and nuanced feelings through painting and songwriting
in such a way as to awaken something beautiful and healing within.
I believe that we all are artists inherently. A little something about me

It's really nice and refreshing to follow through arguments to their logical conclusions
in an unbiased way, untangling the knots thoroughly - something I often come across here in the nexus.
Oh well I seem to be rambling.
Honestly I am awestruck by this beautiful community and it's amazing constituents (read: You )
and I long to be part of many of it's aspects, if you will have me

What a beautiful introduction. Welcome to the Nexus.

Have you already made DMT journeys? If so, have you expressed these in paintings? If not, you sure will like them as they are mind blowing.

Hope to hear from you in the near future.

Hello strtman. Thank you!
I have ventured some with changa but not quite sure about breaking through..
Have met alot of entities and arrived once in a timeless space where I didn't know how I got there, where I came from or how long I was there.
I thought I must be peaking on acid, what's that, 6-7 hours in?
only reasonable explanation I could muster.
That might have been a breakthrough of sorts but it was a few years back now, hard to remember.
Also it seems very different from some accounts I have read here in the nexus.
Presently some quality spice awaits me and I intend to make the journey this evening.
That will be with the pure spice and I have enough to test the waters, take the plunge and dive deep.


I have never tried to depict these experiences before, but I anticipate a creative necessity arising shortly.
I would gladly share future paintings inspired by the spice with you all, and really any art for that matter should there be an interest.
Hopefully I can make something remotely comprehensive.
I already have some ideas but it's hard to translate, we shall see.

You will surely hear from me as I quite like it here

I second that!

Thank you

I loved your questionnaire answer where you invented a color and named it. Keep the answers coming

hehe thank you, that was fun I took a break. think I'll get back to it