Hello guys,
im Tom, living in the high north of germany. Love listening music, read non-fictional books and cooking.
I introduced myself into psychedelics. A german youtuber did a video on 1P-LSD and its legal status in Germany. As I always wanted to try it,
MOD EDIT: no sourcing, please read the attitude section I had the next day off and i took 200ug alone, since i thought i was experienced with cannabis. Had ~4h supernice trip. I thought, that this day was a very very very special day in my life. Like a child-birth.
Then i continued smoking cannabis, which brought me out of control.
My first bad trip happened then. I never had anxiety, paranoia or anything like that in my life.
But i survived (haha)
1,5 Weeks later i did 300ug, but without cannabis. Awesome trip from start to end.
A week later ... i took 600ug+cannabis.
After 1,5h i started to panic the s*** out of myself. This was the purest horror, i ever experienced. I was afraid of myself... But i survived that too.
I smoked cannabis 2-3 times after that, which was really really awkward, because i had the "mind" and thoughts of an LSD trip, but on cannabis
Then i took 2,5g shrooms, but with the intention to have a bad trip to write my thoughts on paper to work on it after it. As i realised, that this was a horrible idea, i set down to meditade, until the trip ends. I send my soul to every corner of the universe. Another good trip.
Now...I extracted DMT by myself and got it here.
I go to a good friend, who wants to try DMT today. He has 0 experience with psychedelics, drugs, not even weed.
But he has a unbelieveble strong will. When i told him about DMT, he instandly wanted to try it.
Maybe i try it too, but i lost my job a few days ago... So i really don't know, because i dont know, where to go right now in my life. Maybe DMT can help me... Maybe it can destroy me.
Maybe i have fear, maybe it is respect, i cannot decide...
What whould you guys think?
Greetings from Germany!