Hey,
I just posted my intro post:
https://www.dmt-nexus.me...spx?g=posts&m=856976...and in it I briefly talk about my first aya experience. Something interesting that it 'told' me, or perhaps more accurately, it gave me access to something that I was waiting to remember that I had learned in previous lives, is that mushrooms don't even really want to heal me that much. It's too hard and they'd prefer to just have fun with me.
None of my "healing" with P. subaeruginosa was REALLY "healing", just revealing. The one time they gave me the opportunity to try and heal, they seemed sort of reluctant.
The vine basically seemed to be saying that I can come back to her occasionally for actual healing, but that from now on I can just have this whimsical relationship with psilocybin that helps me uncover me deep transpersonal past and bring it back to this life for processing. It seems I've had a lot of fun things happen to me over my lives and psilocybin is supposedly going to present itself as a deep rememberer of my fun adventures across time and space.
Has anyone had anything like this happen to them before?