I also have some things that show up in nearly every experience. There is this girl I used to know from the music scene I was part of in the 90s. I never really liked her and have never been interested in getting to know her. She always seemed like she was too cool for school. For some reason, she has shown up in 90% of my trips for the last few years. I don't understand it. Is it normal? Is anything "normal" on dmt?
Another common feature: Approximately 90% of breakthroughs start in a space that has a refrigerator in it. The space could be anything. A sea of eyes, a nest of loving hyperspace snakes, a 1950s computer room with blinking lights, the candy shoppe, deep space... there's always a refrigerator there. Along with the presence of an ancient woman who often has a broom made of leaves that she waves over me as she dances.
You seem to be indicating that you don't understand what's going on. Sounds like you are on the right track. Welcome to the mystery.
Welcome Home Mister_Niles. We've Been Waiting For You.
"Don't worry. When it happens, you won't be able to not let it do its thing. You won't have the ability to distinguish a pen from a hippopotamus"
- Art Van D'lay