Hey everyone!
I'm an 18 year old student. I've pretty much had an interest in mind altering substances ever since I became aware of them. The idea that this simple little "thing"- like a nug of weed or bump of powder- could change your entire perception of reality, it fascinated me. I've always liked philosophy, spirituality, puzzles, mind games, basically anything cerebral. So naturally, I was curious to see what it would be like to be in an altered cerebral state.
I finally scored some weed in 8th grade and absolutely loved it. Rolling, smoking, the feeling of being high, music, skating, everything was lit!
I guess I was too young to be smoking, but I was pretty mature about it. Kept things to a minimum... For a time... until some personal issues led to addiction and well, let's just say things went off the rails for a while.
Anyway, things settled down and I stopped being a reckless dumbfuck. But towards the end of my travels I finally managed to get my hands on the magical molecule that we know as LSD. I instantly fell in love.
Now, I've witnessed the infamous tale of the fried out hippie, and I didn't want to become a walking representation. Because of this, I only dabbled in psychs. And yet, I thought that I was prepared for what was to come............................
>>>>>>>>>>>>>WARP TO THE (semi)PRESENT>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
I was no stranger to the concept of a DMT trip when it was offered to me a few weeks ago, but NOTHING could have prepared me for it. Sunday night, my friend set me up real nice on a couch and put a torch to his dmt rig.
As I hit it I thought, wow that tastes nasty. Then things started to get trippy, fast. I managed one more hit before lift off. Completely knocked me off my feet. It felt like my mind was rushing at a thousand miles per hour, and yet, I was completely at peace. My perception was exploding into a supernova of color and white light while Images of a medusa face flashed before me. Time ceased to exist. "That was fucking intense" were my first words when I descended back to earth. I hit it again an hour or 2 later and broke through. This time, the lights were off and the trip
took a darker turn. Not unenjoyable, just more serious. I met in a dark cosmic cave with a pair of twin female... well.. beings
I did it in the presence of some good natured friends and it honestly felt perfect to me. It was unlike any other drug I'd experienced. There is much to be learned from this stuff, and it just feels so SAFE. I have a decent self-awareness of what's healthy for me and it just doesn't feel unhealthy, ya feel me?
Peace and Love
SUBZERO
P.S. As I write this I have 50g of acacia confusa soaking in acid. This is my first extraction, I'm using cybs hybrid/salt tek. Any pointers from some vets?