I am a new member in this forum and I feel happy that I have the chance to "connect" with so many inspiring minds!
However, when it comes to the application and I see the promotion function, I have a odd feeling about this filter. As I read, the idea behind this function is to slowly integrate new members and keep the forum clean and prevent threads from any kind of contamination.
Coincedently we limit this colourful
alive place, in which we share our experiences, to many great minds and support the idea of a reality that everything has to be regulated and controlled, follow certain ways of correctness/rightness (which are concepts of ourselves). My impression is, that this way is expressing fear and not trust. This is only a glimpse.
Fear that when there is something "chaotic" going on, the diamonds are maybe buried and things get messy, or something else. But this relfects life to me, it includes everything, I include everything. Beside of that, truth is unquestionable and infite, there is nothing to worry about, I am.
What I do and how I live is just a mirror of my own state of evolution (internal = external = I am = one). In the nexus we talk about integration of the devine "blaablup" but seperate ourselves from others. We want to experience differnt realms of reality and seek for higher understanding but maybe miss the point in our own humanity. Now I experience myself as human, this is my reality, which I form and create and I make all the best out of it, I make the dream come true.
My dream is about love, happiness and unity, omniversal, as humans, as lifeforms as creations of the essence of life, I am.
To exclude something appears to me as a result of the leak of a proper way of integration. Everything I dispel, neglect and exclude is reflecting my own level of integration. More, all I do not integrate now, is coming back and back and back again, till I integrate the experience and develop. Otherwise I am stuck in the same topics my whole life, repeating the same questions and doing the same stuff again and again.
My approach is that life regulates it self, I regulate myself, this means the community regulates it self, we expand to unknown dimensions.
Therefore, instead of closing most of the forum to new nexians, we can open most of the sub forums to public and create a "inner circle", like a place in the nexus which is only accessable to specific users who need to work in this place, like the "Integration guide for Entheogenic work (No Access)" area. Maybe there is already a secret inner circle for special members, yeah why not, everyone can have their place, coexistening.
We are the future, now! At least I am.
I am openness, I set free and evolve.
I am providing information which results of my sensitivity and reflection.
With all respect and love, tseuq
[Edit] Some more thoughts about on topic:
I can only develop as fast as I integrate my whole experience. Society as a macroscopic transition of myself can only develop as fast as every single human gets the point, that means to me: F.e. as long as one human creates the idea of rasism, we collectivly have to deal with it.
Everything's sooo peyote-ful..