I joined an ayahuasca ceremony at a location somewhere in continental Europe. Before the trip I had a week off from work for preparation. Getting mentally ready, exercise, the right food in small portions and a lot of sleep.
What happened exceeds every expectation. The trip was mind-blowing and I am still shaking. Words to describe my voyage do not exist (as you folks all know) but I give it a try.
There were guides at the resort and a small group of trippers. The location was warm and nice, really cozy and with beds, beautiful wall paintings, perfect choice of music.
The ayahuasca consisted of banisteriopsis caapi and jurema petra. After the first shot of both with a fifteen minutes interval it took a while before the first symptoms occurred. My feet began to glow and a warm sensational feeling worked its way up to my stomach. There it stopped and after some time I asked a guide how further. I got a second boost of jurema petra. A half hour later things got better and the warmth continued its way up to my head. It felt as if the stuff was scanning my body looking for things to heal.
Slowly the visuals started coming and I saw the same entities, objects, machines and surroundings I had experienced earlier in smoking trips. The movements were not vivid but gentle. There was all opportunity to observe, remember and integrate. This went on for a least two hours. I saw beautiful creatures dancing and they all told me that everything was love. We are all one.
Then I got my second shot of banisteriopsis caapi and the third shot of jurema petra. And now things really went weird. A sort of human skull filled my vision and out of the eye sockets came little metal pieces that turned into a thousand of different sized cogwheels that formed a sort of machinery. And when the machine showed a malfunction they explained that this represented a malfunction in my body. It was up to me to find out where I had my blockades. Can you believe this? Incredible.
From this moment on the whole scenery became more dimensional. Hard to explain, you must have seen it, but spaces and objects transformed into ‘higher’ spaces and ‘higher’ objects. In those 4th and higher dimensions a dance floor popped up and I zoomed in on this beautiful and sexy dressed black woman, giving me a show. I noticed that the music in the location were the ceremony took place interacted perfectly with the dance. So the woman made movements inspired by the music in our room. Unbelievable. During the dance the woman transformed into other beings. All these beings told me that everything was love. And that I should love other people more.
And so the trip went on and on. It seemed unstoppable. There is so much more to tell, but I will not keep it too long. During the trip I was most of the time aware of where I was. I could think normal or a bit distorted. However, sometimes for some moments I lost myself in the trip and really became one of them. Leaving planet Earth. It was a miracle.
During the trip some funny things took place. I asked some entities what the highest dimension was. They told me that they didn’t know because the highest dimension was not even accessible by them and that I should not ask this kind questions again, being a smart ass. How hilarious!
Also the entities told me to stop smoking DMT so frequently. I should only do it once in a while.
The trip lasted for six hours with visuals and when they vanished I felt for at least another two hours that the stuff was still in my systems. It was a very pleasant thing to experience. A wonderful afterglow. This must have been the banisteriopsis caapi, what a powerful stuff.
Oh, yeah, I forgot the purge. During the trip nausea appeared with intervals and I had to puke a few times, the largest one in the last part of the trip. But it was not as bad as expected.
Of all journeys this is by far my best. Can you believe a trip like this being a first time ayahuasca experience? So long? So deep? So therapeutic? So profound? So full of cosmic wisdom. And so well remembered? I thank God on my bare knees that this trip was given to me by the plants of mother Earth.
Ayahuasca has changed my view on the use of DMT. Always thought that healing did not apply to me. How arrogant. I better be humble now. There will be a next ayahuasca trip but first I have to process this one.
Thanks for reading.
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