My first DMT trip was amazing. Magical gnomes showed me many beautiful and wondrous things from their world. I felt like, at the same time that I was seeing and feeling their world, they were seeing and feeling mine. The beauty I saw, and the feelings I felt simply can't be put into words. That was my first DMT trip. My second trip was a bit different. Let me just state that I do not recommend doing this. Read through until the end to find out why.

After reflecting on my first trip, I wanted to repay the gnomes for showing me such beauty and giving me such wonderful feelings. I decided I would show them the most beautiful thing that this world has to offer. I decided to smoke at the height of an orgasm. This is not an easy thing to accomplish given the nature of a DMT trip, but I was able to achieve this. You have to bring yourself to the point just before climax, then stop for 10-20s, then start again. You repeat this process a number of times until it hardly takes any time or stimulation at all to get you to the point of climax, then you take your DMT.

I was alone watching porn when I did this, and for quite a while it was amazing. It felt like I was getting tossed back and forth from world to world. One second I was in the DMT world, and the next second I was back in this one. While in this world I would catch a glimpse of a brest or a booty on the screen, then it would jump off the screen and morph into strange shapes and jiggle with wierd movements. This went on for what seemed like quite a while, I'm not exactly sure how long because I wasn't watching any clocks. It seemed as though it was at least 2-3 times longer than an average orgasm. Then I looked down, and I not only saw, but also felt a snake in my hand. I have to say, I don't like snakes. They freak me the fuck out, so I reacted just like I would if a snake really did manifest in my hand. I clamped down on it with a vice like grip. This quickly brought me back to reality. I still felt high, but there were no visions and no wondrous feelings. This is why I don't recommend doing this. I was left just looking down at what seemed like a huge pile of splooge, and an immense feeling of shame. I just sat there looking at the pile, feeling shameful, and wondering what events took place in my life to lead me to this point. It was one of the worst clean ups in my life.

I don't know about you but when I think of "beautiful and wondrous" that is the LAST thing I think of.

Come on now, if it wasn't beautiful and wondrous, we would all die off. Sure it should be shared with another, and I was alone, but should I really feel shameful for being alone? Does that make it so much less beautiful that there is no beauty in it at all?

If you tell people that they can't have orgasms, and theres nothing more shameful than to have one alone, things go bad. In fact they go so bad that you are able to manipulate them into putting on a vest and blowing themselves up for the promise of virgins. That is the last thing I think of when I think of beautiful and wondrous.

Orgasms are beautiful. But to each is own I guess...

I'm always tempted to see DTM, sexuality, etc, all as tools. They have both an optimum appliance yet also a field of being counter productive, adapted to each person. Then there's the search for their best wielding, and that might evolve over time. Thank you HiBread for sharing your experiments.


My last low changa, and some attempts before, I tried to merge-in erotic feelings, but it failed, the energies did not seem to co-ax at all.

Yet on many pharmas, in the slope of the come down, physical sex did merge wonderful especially when harmaline was component, though not at the peak!

In some sessions extreme orgasmic enduring phases occurred without erection or ejaculation. In those cases it was much better feasible into the peaking period.

I posted this just because I thought it was kind of funny. I didn't realize that it would turn into an "eye of the beholder" debate on where beauty resides.

I don't think that this community can learn anything useful if its members only post things because they 'thought it was kind of funny'. This is after all the Entheogenic University

This is literary comedy gold, could be right out of a Jonathan Ames Novel!
Easily the most important post on the nexus in the last three years, if not ever!

Thank you for posting this. It is what I was thinking, but I didn't want to be disrespectful.

I will just leave it at that...

smoalk moar and fap moar, the kikker doesn't approve tho...

I am up-voting HIBread just for having the balls to share this. Best post of the day

Next time try with a human lover

i got you!

I got to say I appreciate your.... honesty

And most important post ever? Hands down it takes the cake.

Can't say I've ever been motivated to combine fapping and dmt. That's why there are a variety of personalities on the planet, so the universe can experience different things. I hope there was a space gnome or two that enjoyed this most beautiful display.

It was never really a sexual experience for me, but does allow you to look at your cock and it's reproductive powers in a different light. If youi were looking at potentiatting your orgasm, i would try LSD that i found super intense.

I find that salvia and mushrooms greatly enhance sexual pleasure (and food enjoyment too). Also, I've experienced that making love while your consciousness is enhanced brings out awareness of exchanged energies and feelings of oneness with the other person.

Pretty brave if you're being honest. I have so many questions but if you don't mind me asking what was the DMT extracted from? & What did you use to smoke it?


I planned to do a huge post explaining how Ayah helped me with Alcohol which for a very short while consumed me after I stopped smoking weed (won't go into it but some stuff happened that changed how I feel and see the world, in a very violent and unhealthy way).


I don't wanna go into to many details (famous last words ) but the second time I tried Ayah the dosage was doubled.

As the feeling of utter disgust began to subside, laying in bed that feeling of relief washed over me as the rain on the tin roof consumed my ears


Much like the first time it was as if I could feel every thread on my fluffy as fuck bed sheets stroking pores on my body.


Rolling around in pure delight as the threads stroked and graze- *Comes back to reality*

Thoughts: "SWEET SHIVA THAT FELT GOOD *feels around* oh right, I have a dick!","Maybe I shouldn't".


I did and as I layed there with no feeling of shame or regret that you said you felt, I realised it felt the same if not better than sober sex felt (first 3-4 people I was with I was either drinking or stoned, sometimes both).


Anyway hope you got a laugh out of my experience, at the very least, I may very well expand on it later if I feel like typing up how Ayah helped with maintaining my sanity and erection during sex.

Curious to hear how much DMT you smoked and what you took it with, if you did.

For anyone concerned about the fluffy bed sheets, don't worry it hit the ceiling and will remain there for the remainder of my life...

Look forward to hearing back, Sore.

P.S Youtube "Rain on tin roof" if you aren't fortunate enough to have a tin roof for your listening pleasure while gliding through the molecules of the universe .

Lmao. I tried to masturbate to porn on changa once. For some reason I thought it would be some beautiful geometric experience turning porn stars into goddesses and what not. And all I got was shriveled up alien dick

I think it was a great idea that could be amazing but I take the side on the Gnomes for this one. Porn is one of the worst things this world has to offer. Maybe you can try taking a subdose (with harmalas to last longer and be able to redose) and be open to learn to enjoy your body without porn.

I do touch myself from time to time on sub breaktrough doses and dmt seems to really enjoy that and the visuals really become positive and encouraging. (Dont tell my wife though )

Something to try out

Interesting that you say that since i have noticed that low dose salvia does seem to enhance ones imaginative capabilities which is very much conductive to the excercise

Without the climax, I find there's no problem there. Pornqueens look like stripping goddesses. Youre chill as fuck. Always work to postpone the orgasm. That is my experience and has been very nice to me. Just gotta watch out not to trick urself

Well it made me laugh and it's definitely about the eye of the beholder! Talk about siphoning the python, that was more like a strangling of the serpent!