So just thought I would post up a bit about myself and experiences. To maybe help the few who come one here and don't want to try or need that little push. So a bit of background on me I have never done any sort of psychedelics besides DMT. I do plan to after all I have seen though. I was one of those people who thought all drugs were bad, to include MJ.
I have a friend who was researching Dmt for some time and found out how to make it. This guy was all into this, he used to be an lsd dealer... But he turned his life around when he joined the Army. So anyways getting off track, he told me to look into this stuff some time ago. I ended up doing so and researching all I could about this stuff. Finding out it makes you DIE!!! Well not really but you know what I mean.
I ended up going over to his place to try it out of some meth looking contraption. It was some sort of like Bio Beaker deal that was suspended above a candle on its side. It had an almost air tight seal on the only exit point. After about 4 attempts trying to smoke this I got some effect. Problem was I cough so hard I cannot hold it in or even take a full breath. Ended up having what felt like the walls and roof collapsing so I closed my eyes to see what an amazing thing of shapes and colors. This was the last time I attempted smoking this way.
Fast fwd a few months and I saw a post about an E-Cig way I read all like 20 something pages HAHA. Someone ended updating it to what worked for them to only hit stage 2 or the waiting room. I copied that and first real try after playing with the temps blasted off. 2nd time ever trying DMT and holy fuck bitch, what an understatement.
I have now talked that friend into using this method to which he says works 10x better. Well maybe not that much but its alot better from what I am told. I have now broken through a few times and tried smaller doses just to see what happen as I didn't get that luxury of working my way up.
Death had been a thought that I that I feared for such a long time Death that is. After my first break through I have done not one night of worrying about the aftermath to death. Though I cannot remember what happened in the trip 1 bit Nothing!!! Which is common but I don't remember any of it besides love and having a ton of questions.
It seems that the smaller does have a brighter funner atmosphere with more lifelike figures that aren't really lifelike per say. But when I break through I turn to liquid or something I cannot explain it. Its almost a sad love like losing something you love but being happy for them. I felt the deepest love one could feel. Dmt has been an eye opener I don't know if I would call this a GateWay drug to psychedelics but it has done that for me.
Sorry for the bad typing and whatnot I am no grammer natzi as some call it or an english major just someone who wanted to share part of their story to maybe talk someone else into going in head first.