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JIVIS
#1 Posted : 8/16/2017 4:04:28 AM

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Hi, finally I decided to post this experience.
In my first DMT experiences a woman appeared to me in some occasions, she was very beautiful, she was like my dreams' woman, the best of the best! I felt a very loving and peaceful energy, like some kind of divinity, lots of feelings invaded myself, a strong harmony and a deep love feeling. Love
This happened twice, then, the third one, she presented herself to me, she was in some kind of aztec dress style and she never stopped smiling to me, we both were very happy, then she presented to me a 'light seed' that she was holding in her hands, and explained that this seed was a 'decision' a very important one which I shouldn't take quickly, it was really important and required time to decide, then she was gone with my experience.
The next following days I felt in love with her, my only thinking was in her smile, in her beautiful aura, in that feeling of deep love. So much so I tried to communicate with her (no results, obviously).
In my following DMT experiences it was very different, she wasn't there. SHE WAS GONE. So I forgot her and the seed.
Talking with many friends, some of them say that it could be a bad energy, that wanted to control me or my thinking, but IDK. So I'm here asking for your opinions.
Sorry for my bad english, I'm doing my best, but I need to improve.
Thank you reader! Very happy
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Naut
#2 Posted : 8/16/2017 4:15:40 AM

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The decision... Have you become aware of what the decision is about? Or is it left mysterious to you? That seems to be a key symbol of something.
my loopy guess is that t. mckenna is off hopping about hyperspace wielding a butterfly net analog, all the while collecting the most peculiar.
 
JIVIS
#3 Posted : 8/16/2017 5:30:10 AM

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It is totally mysterious for me, I've heard about that 'key'. Do you have some links to do research? Smile
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Naut
#4 Posted : 8/16/2017 5:56:49 AM

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JIVIS wrote:
It is totally mysterious for me, I've heard about that 'key'. Do you have some links to do research? Smile

Maybe there was a misinterpretation. When I said "key" I meant "important". From what you described it seemed that the decision she gave you has importance to it.
my loopy guess is that t. mckenna is off hopping about hyperspace wielding a butterfly net analog, all the while collecting the most peculiar.
 
Zilsk
#5 Posted : 8/16/2017 6:20:19 AM

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When she presented the Light Seed to you, did she simply offer it to you? And did you take the Light Seed? Or did she give it to you?
 
JIVIS
#6 Posted : 8/16/2017 9:38:00 PM

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Zilsk wrote:
When she presented the Light Seed to you, did she simply offer it to you? And did you take the Light Seed? Or did she give it to you?

She offered it, I didn't take it, she said it was important to think about it, so she was just showing and offering it.
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JIVIS
#7 Posted : 8/16/2017 9:41:04 PM

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Naut wrote:
JIVIS wrote:
It is totally mysterious for me, I've heard about that 'key'. Do you have some links to do research? Smile

Maybe there was a misinterpretation. When I said "key" I meant "important". From what you described it seemed that the decision she gave you has importance to it.

Oh I get it, thank you so much.
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Erik
#8 Posted : 8/17/2017 12:05:43 PM

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JIVIS wrote:

In my first DMT experiences a woman appeared to me in some occasions, she was very beautiful, she was like my dreams' woman, the best of the best! I felt a very loving and peaceful energy, like some kind of divinity, lots of feelings invaded myself, a strong harmony and a deep love feeling. Love
This happened twice, then, the third one, she presented herself to me, she was in some kind of aztec dress style and she never stopped smiling to me, we both were very happy, then she presented to me a 'light seed' that she was holding in her hands, and explained that this seed was a 'decision' a very important one which I shouldn't take quickly, it was really important and required time to decide, then she was gone with my experience.
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So I'm here asking for your opinions.


Thank you for sharing this. Just a few quick shots which you may use for further research.

Woman

The woman could be your personal Anima [1], which is typically attractive and desirable. The Anima is the female part of you. As a female it is the opposite of you. As it goes with opposites you have to combine or unite them.

Light Seed

The Light Seed could be interpreted alchemically [2] as the lost, or inaccessible, light of the world soul or your personal soul. It is the light of god hidden in the darkness of matter, resulting in our confused, material existence. It is that in man which has to grow to reach illumination. But: when a seed is put in earth it putrefies, in other words, it dies. Out of this death comes a new flower, which in this case is a flower of light or a flower of consciousness.

Aztec Style

With respect to the aztec dress style: I personally observed aztec [3][4], hindi and egyptian patterns while using DMT. The dress may not have a strong personal relation to you. It may be the result of DMT background noise. Do you associate something specific with aztec patterns?

Interpretation

You met your personal soul, your perfect counterpart, which offers you to develop the consciousness of (a) god. At a grander level this means illumination. As the subconsciousness is timeless, this does not imply you will reach enlightenment by next Friday, 15:42. It is more a general tendency.

If you are interested, I also recommend the book The Secret of the Golden Flower, translated by Thomas Cleary. Do not choose another translator.

Hope this helps or inspires. Let me know what you think :-)

[1] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anima_and_animus
[2] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alchemy (not much about the light seed here, just an overview)
[3] https://www.google.de/se...dress+style&tbm=isch
[4] https://www.google.de/se...Aztec+Style&tbm=isch
 
JIVIS
#9 Posted : 8/17/2017 10:36:48 PM

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Expande tu mente, no estas sólo, no existen las barreras. THERE IS NO LIMIT, THE IS NO BARRIER.
 
JIVIS
#10 Posted : 8/17/2017 10:39:39 PM

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Thank you very much Erik! You planted in me lots of questions and answers about myself.

Also I agree with you... I think psychedelic experiences comes from the inside, it helps you to understand yourself and learn about YOU.

In a 180ug LSD experience that I had couple weeks after that DMT experience. I felt 'her energy' meanwhile the show was going, I felt that everything I was seeing was some kind of show from her (like she was the mastermind behind that visuals), it's really hard to explain... And also I felt her like a part of me, like something so natural, so comfortable, not weird or unusual.

Refereeing to the Aztec style, I always have seen Aztec, Egyptian and Indian art during my trips, (DMT and LSD), first of all I thought it was just me, but it seems to be something that is engaged with the experiences. ¿Maybe that is the being art? Like this art is inside us or is some kind of divine art and these cultures learned to represent it.

Again, thank you so much, I do appreciate it.
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