Okay, so my essay disappeared. That was my fault, maybe on some level I didn't like it. I should have known better than trying to edit (I mean, simply backspace a line that formatted with an unwanted linespace) a preview.
So I'll do a third draft from memory and hope for the best. I wanna be clear, this was my own fault. I spazzed for a second when it happened but I'm much better now. It seems like I'm probably not the first person to have made this mistake, nor will I be the last.
I'll paraphrase the essay that was sacrificed to serendip as briefly as possible then get on that third draft.
1: Jaded by jerky "similar" sites, impressed by DMT Nexus.
2: Personal interest story regarding opiates, hallucinogens and quality of life titrations leading to cessation.
3: My eternal freaking gratitude (to the entheogens that guided me and the contributors here that gave me the tools I needed).
Be regular and orderly in your life, that you may be violent and original in your work. -Flaubert-
till next time , ahskě:nę hę ( Peace)