I thought some might like to read about my first deep space experience. The spice was from my first pull of an ACRB extraction, no re-x; full spectrum.
Setting: A brightly lit bedroom room with large plants. Ear plugs and an eye mask were also worn at the suggestion member in chat.
Mindset: This was my third experience with spice ever. The first two experiences were incredibly intense but I never left this plane. I was nervous, but relaxed with 10 minutes of meditation beforehand attempting to let go of worldly thoughts.
Dosage and method: 40mg. I had been using a freebase pipe with decent results, but I knew my technique was lacking (I had never touched a freebase pipe before spice). I read some instructions online discussing how to prevent destruction of the alkaloids present in the freebase spice. I used a small single burner torch to vaporize the spice.
Intention: I've had some good discussions in chat regarding setting intentions. After reading The Spirit Molecule, I decided that I prefer not to set a specific intention, lest it detract from a potential clue to this other place.
Let's begin:
This raw freebase extract did melt into a pool readily when heat was applied. The smoke was not overly harsh but it did not vaporize quickly due to the impurities and small flame applied. I was able to only take in two inhalations, holding the first for 10 seconds and the second until I could no longer.
As soon as the second inhalation was complete, I laid the pipe and lighter down, and brought my eye mask over my eyes. I laid back flat on the bed and let my arms loosely sit above my head on the pillow. The characteristic modulating whine began.
I could tell immediately that this journey was going to be higher intensity than the first two. It began with a fractal pattern of fine white and black lines. Each line was broken diagonally with interchanging white and black sections, and this repeated for each individual line.
This image soon began vibrating violently. Suddenly I no longer had any connection to the world as I knew it. My entire persona had disappeared in an instant. The shaking white and black shapes became suddenly extremely defined. Solid white bands appeared, they were broken by thin solid black lines. There were several peaks in this pattern, spires pointed towards my vantage. The spires were slowly rotating. Multiple presences appeared on the patterned swirly white and black surface next to the spires. I couldn't clearly differentiate the entities from the pattern beneath them. They seemed to be showing me a cartoon eye in their "bodies". I say bodies but they were actually integrated into the pattern itself. I would not have been able to differentiate them had they not put this unnatural looking eye on each of their "bodies". The white bands rotating up the spires suddenly had vivid red characters. So foreign that I could simply not understand. The pattern entities began hurriedly drawing my attention to the peaks of the spires, as the characters appeared largest at the peaks as they were closer to my vantage. The entities did not have discernable hand, the pattern distorted where they were pointing. I studied the red characters on the white banded spires. The entities began frantically gesturing towards the characters. The modulating whine began to increase in frequency. They wanted me to decipher the language. What were they trying to show me?
Unfortunately I soon began to return to my body on the bed. My awareness of my worldly surroundings materialized. My vision became a bright magenta, large pink and purple triangles attached on one side to a black cord paraded around my minds eye. It was absolute beauty.
I slowly sat up in bed and opened my eyes. My vision had not returned to baseline. The characteristic tryptamine change in perception remained for a few minutes longer. This after effect reminded me of a mushroom trips that I had many many years of experience with. Deep saturation of colors and patterns in the physical world.
I spoke and simply repeated in a light whisper, "Jesus fucking christ" over and over. Trying to integrate what I had experienced into this plane of existence.
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