Moinsn.
I'm one of those spirit-guys.
In my life i had to go through and decipher several layers of mental issues, until i understood the emptiness and restraint of my early childhood. Finally I found meditation about 1,5 years ago. Silence, the 'practice of death', taught me a lot and revealed the fear and anger that kept me running in circles (spirals) from everyone in any relation. Since then the process of healing, feeling and becoming aware accelerated constantly. With vipassana, non-violent communication, systemic constellation work, learning eastern beliefs and practices, and whatnot... but most importantly: with loving friends and comrades. That's where i am now - where DMT came to me through you when i was ready for it. I had lost interest in recreational drugs at 18, when a friend whom i've tripped with ended his career with bad heroin. Therefor I advanced the topic relatively careful and unagitated.
My wishes already start to come true, although I have not been 'there' yet.
I've seen with my third eye. Had CEVs, danced and meditated in that state. It taught me things through bodily sensations.
I've seen god in the boy i once was. That unclouded peace and friendliness was untouchable, eternal, and made me cry for minutes. I know now that it has always been here, because i was remembered. The gift inherent in everyone of us.
Life feasts on the living. We need to sacrifice only our 'selves' to it. That's perfectly fine. even rewarding. There is nothing to be afraid of.
To me, DMT is not a drug, it is an antidote,
and the Nexus is a beautiful tree.
I'm looking forward to explore your knowledge, witness buds open themselves up to us, and maybe plant some seeds here and there.
Cyb and Non Dua Natura and everyone i read and learned from, consider yourself hugged dearly!