Hate to be here again but there's no place else for me to turn with this kind of stuff. I always value the opini of Nexians. There's this thing

I feel inhibited in my expression. Sometimes I want to scream when I hear a good metal song and then I stop myself. For shame? And then I don't feel very good. Then I feel like I have to force myself sometimes to let out a voice. But it feels like my voice would not come out right. So I inhibit that even more.

Other times I naturally glide into sound and it's very okay. Anyone feel me?

I can definitely relate to what you are saying Infectedlsd. I often experience the same thing. I also have had moments when I wanted to just scream(not heavy metal related lol) but other people are around so I just scream in my mind lol. Which, of course is not the same.

I think letting out these sort of primal emotions is very important. I really should get into doing that sort of thing.

I also struggle with inhibiting my self-expression. I'm a shy person, so I often stop myself from saying something because of fear of judgement. It's something I'm working on though, and I am making real progress, so I'm happy about that.

This is why I'm so glad to be on the Nexus. This forum gives me a platform to speak my mind, to share my thoughts and feelings with a very knowledgeable and supportive audience.

Anyway, that's just my two cents.

There's this cup that drowns out all the sound. It's like sort of a vacuum that you can use to say swear words or scream and nobody can hear it. Maybe that is something for u. I can't find the item on google though. Must be japanese.



I always think what I say is stupid. So I literally stop mid-sentence. And let dead silence reign.

And yea, i'm probably more afraid of what others judge me for. On the other hand when I do feel secure enough about my own intentions I could care little of others opinion. Because I trust myself enough. Just not enough to scream though.

I would really like to hear stories of people who have had these kind of inhibitions and then worked their way through and sort of inhibited their inhibitions.

Nvm though it doesnt even matter