hi all Amac here
sooooo this is certainly a new thing for me, ive never joined a forum before or ever really looked at chatting about anything as a group, i mostly have a "want to do it, just go and do it" attitude. something about this is different, very different. Other than acid a couple of times im not experienced with psychedelics, pretty much every thing else though. whilst i had a great time, there was something missing. as in, in me, it never felt right, something behind my behaviour that didnt sit well with what i was experiencing, that was a couple of years ago now, as is the way things move quickly and i find myself at the begining of a new journey. The spirit molecule has called me back, maybe for the first time im ready. At 31 years old and with my own company, reaching alife goal has seen me want for a more grounded and deeper understanding of what this all may be ? i understand in reading this forum that the spice may provide more questions than answers but there is something there, something unatainable through just books and conversation. I was always that kid who wanted to know how the magic tricks were done, i now own one of the most complete works of magic books in the uk. not quite the best but give it a couple of years .. ha ha and for someone who doesnt read or write that well im pretty chuffed. my company is creative based within the events industry, something i have worked long and hard for, as i said i have a go and do it attitude and 8 years ago while putting up tempory fencing for an event, i got chatting to the event manager, they mentioned they would offer me a role the next year, i took over that festival two years ago and have never looked back. so i wanted to say hi, ive been following you all very closely for the past few weeks and have taken in alot of your thoughts already. i assure you patience is something i have plenty of but sometimes might come across a little blunt. again with the writing thing
I should also tell you i do not believe in any god or deity, one thing the study of magic has taught me is 'magic isnt real' but please dont think i am not open minded, as my mind moves from the empirical i find my mind repeating ... i have to know, i have to know, i have to know.
I have everything i need, gvg, accurate scales to 1000th of a gram, plenty of spice and a date set. for some reason i felt i should share it with some people... whilst we all lead our own paths theres something that tottally out of character wants me to share this with some people, wether you are just font on screen is imaterial.
thanks all
look forwrd to chatting
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