Hello
My first oral experience with dmt was one of my best so far, not the strongest but the deepest and most meaningful, transforming and healing, fear and crying for what felt like 2 hours then running on the hill shouting "don't fear" everything was so beautiful and looked like a 1000 years ago, gold was pouring from the heavens on me representing the knowledge and understanding i was recieving until i came to the paralysing truth that i am eternal, it was so frightening to learn that i will exist eternally. after i decided to leave everything and wander on earth bcz i became fearless i had to go back home wrecked by eternity... and much much much more realisations and details...
If you are looking for a really good trip, strong but manageable and you believe you are ready for it i suggest you take more harmalas 4 to 5 grams would be good, i don't think 3.2 powdered grams are enough and keep the dmt under 100mg.
If the nausea was strong and you felt you will purge early try to combat it with chanting, be still and tell your body the medicine is good for it and ask it to accept it and not to purge..
Let us know how it goes and good luck!
"Is this the end of our adventure? Nothing has an end. We came in search of the secret of immortality, to be like gods, and here we are... mortals, more human than ever. If we have not obtained immortality, at least we have obtained reality. We began in a fairytale and we came to life! But is this life reality? We are images, dreams, photographs. We must not stay here! Prisoners! We shall break the illusion. This is Maya. Goodbye to the holy mountain. Real life awaits us." ~ Alejandro Jodorowsky