Hello dear co-travelers,
I would love to hear your opinions on breakthroughs and the following first report, since I`m sure that there are some quiet experienced hyperspace-travelers out there. Since this is my first post on the Nexus it´s my first report/ introduction as well. As you might notice I`m not a native English speaker, so please excuse some occurring (noob) mistakes as well as my possibly bad grammar.
Until now SWIM only had two real experiences with the spice in the last couple of weeks, so it is still difficult evaluate what he saw. SWIM used spice he extracted on his own, using
Cyb's Hybrid ATB 'Salt' Tek and furthermore purified it (the extra mile). For vaporizing the spice he used a GVG with a torch lighter, the milligram-scale on the other side is a rather bad product, since the reading isn’t very accurate.
Now SWIM asks himself if he really had breakthrough experiences on the first two occasions he tried to get into hyperspace. He has read and watched quite a bit of reports from other people on YT, the Nexus and in the book “
The Spirit Molecule”, but experiencing it first hand is so much different than expected. So this is what happened:
After a while of breathing and calming down the pre-flight anxiety, he completely exhaled and took a huge hit of the already heated GVG loaded with approximately 30 mg, filling his complete lungs with heavy white vapor. Immediately after that, he started the timer of his phone. After 5-10 seconds holding the breath visuals where kicking in and at 13 seconds in, he had to breathe out and really breathed his soul/ spirit out. At 15 seconds in he wasn’t in this reality anymore. It was like the whole reality outside and inside his head was breaking into tiny polygon pieces and falling down like a broken mirror or confetti, hitting the bottom of his inner skull. Probably only seconds (or fractions of a second?) later there was no more control over the body, so it also was completely impossible taking another hit like most people recommend.
What makes me wondering at this point is, that after coming back there was no memory of the expected tunnel, or at least it felt completely different than assumed. Also no carrier wave sound, but more of a sense of crumbling paper I think.
Anyway, it was like zooming or stepping out of a filming location and realizing all the lighting equipment and the cameras as well as all the film crew and catering, helping to make the big blockbuster production called “Life”.
Another comparison would be, when you are dreaming and experiencing crazy stuff that makes totally sense until the moment you wake up. Then you suddenly feel stupid because you’ve been convinced the dream was real. But after entering this other dimension it felt exactly the same, thinking about life. It was very familiar, really like being at home with your family. He had been there so many times before and just like moving out from your parent’s house for studying, he left this place for studying life as a human.
There were no entities visible but there was an intelligence watching SWIM what he discovered and giving him a sensation of safety and that everything is and will be ok. The whole concept of time, as a human perceives this construct, was very strange. It rather was an understanding of a non-linear nature of time, which is impossible to describe (a little bit like in the 2016 Movie “
Arrival”).
In the meantime SWIM was either watching or possibly even manipulating and playing with something like the impossible cube (by
M.C. Escher), which was made of a bright, glowing orange energy/ light. Of course to be even more confusing, this thing was starting to rapidly change its shape. So maybe, if there were entities around they intentionally stayed in the background so SWIM doesn’t get a complete system overload
After a while (and possibly experiencing other things which weren’t allowed to take back) there was a gentle getting back into the body and getting senses back. In this period of time it was a state between both dimensions and the CEVs and OEVs still were extreme strong. On the timer it was around the 7 minute mark and the visuals stayed until something like 15 minutes after putting down the GVG. Within this period of time there was a moment of big sadness because SWIM had to leave the hyperspace and many memories faded away. But only moments later, he was really thankful for getting back and being able to have this life as a human. All in all it was a very pleasant afterglow effect.
For everyone who took the time to read the whole text. Thank you
And now the big question: Do you regard the described journey as a breakthrough experience?
A lot sounds like it (completely separation of body and soul, extreme rapid lift-off), but on the other hand, everyone says “You’ll know for sure when you had a breakthrough”. Maybe SWIM isn’t sure, because he has no comparison with lower doses (besides some very mild testing’s with slight morphing and intensified colours) I guess and his first two experiences ever, had been very similar. Also he expected it to be much harder to get into hyperspace.
He is definitely interested in further exploring, but before he’d like to know whether to change something in his vaping-technique or dosage, since he isn’t able to stay conscious for a second hit or if this is even necessary (considering some potential waste of the product).