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lunac
#1 Posted : 12/5/2016 2:20:40 PM
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So I have a question about something that has been with me for as long as I have been using 2cb and DMT. It needs a bit if an introduction but I'm just really curious about others have the same thing.

During my first DMT trips (not breaking through) it occurred to me that amidst the OEVs and CEVs I got a notion of female eyes with a feline touch to them. These eyes seemed to be appearing in and out of the other visuals and being kind of flirty with me sometimes with something resembling a female human face (also smiling a flirting). Now, when on 2cb, I always get these awesome ancient maya-like patterns appearing on any kind of uneven surface. One time, on a somewhat higher dose of insufflated 2cb, I got these patterns again. But, through these patterns those same eyes and face appeared again and it actually felt like it was one female human-like being which responded to my thoughts. (I asked questions and made suggestions, which made her smile or look away or something). During other DMT trips I have encountered jesters, female elves and other entities of all kinds but she is never there. She only seems to appear in the patterns sub- or after breakthrough.
After my frightening experience from a week ago I'm trying to slowly let go of a little fear a got out if that. So today I got a sub breakthrough trip, which was very nice but without entities. And right when I thought the trip ended and I was ready to open my eyes I felt a surge through my body and she appeared a bit hazey, doing the flirty communication again. Except this time, when trying to communicate with her I got shivers and goose-bumps when she responded. (This lasted for about 2 minutes I guess)
I have some other things in real life I can relate to have a female presence in me but I will maybe go there later Pleased

So, my question is; do any of you seem to have some kind of "regular archetype" that seems to always be with you?
 

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Leithen
#2 Posted : 12/5/2016 2:37:33 PM

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lunac wrote:
So, my question is; do any of you seem to have some kind of "regular archetype" that seems to always be with you?

I am not sure I fully understand "regular archetype" but I'll explain how I think I experience a similar thing. Although I never see the exact same thing over and over again across multiple experiences, I do have striking similarities between certain ones. I would call these reoccurring themes or ideas, perhaps the same as "regular archetypes". I personally think that this has to do with my mindset at the time I smoke or some other external factors related to me but unrelated to the DMT (i.e. health issues, personal problems, relationship struggles).

Because of this I think your real life relation to females could play a big role in understanding this.
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lunac
#3 Posted : 12/5/2016 4:00:30 PM
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Because of this I think your real life relation to females could play a big role in understanding this.


Yes! But maybe not quite how you mean this, I am not sure however so please correct or add..

Anyway, this is the other reason I shared this. For me this has a lot to do with how I act in real life and the stuff that happens "between the sheets" so to say. I am almost inclined to say this inner female makes me do stuff to females in real life that is much appreciated. I understand this forum is not intended to go into details so I won't, but you get the idea.
 
 
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