Hi all, and thanks for your replies! Lately I have had some changes regarding work and other stuff so I have been really busy. Sorry Jees cause I have seen your question only now
summary :
29 Oct. 2016 I had the experience with about 16grams of material alone and outside.
It has been a relaxing and meditative experience, surely not a blasting session and without any traces of visual allucinations. I did not purge and I had no feeling of nausea only maybe a very slight stomach cramp but I think it was related to the fact that I only ate two apples at breakfast. The experience was meditative like, relaxed and lasted 3 hour max.
I'm following from a month or two a strict vegan and maoi compatible diet. Essentially lots of fruits veggies, and some cereals. I enjoy it but yesterday and now I'm having anchovies
![Drool](/forum/images/emoticons/drool.png)
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place:
I took the experience in the woods. Unfortunately it was saturday ( couldn't manage to have other two free days) so there were some people going around. I know those woods pretty well, and they're usually very very solitary except for weekends. So it took me almost two hours to find my spot because the good spots where too near to people working but at the same time I didn't want to go too up high in the mountain for the fear that I could fall from some cliff during the trip.
On my final spot on the long distance I could hear softly someone using chainsaw or working with tractor, and one guy doing motorcycle trials for a brief moment... During the session I could only hear them softly sometimes so it wasn't really bad. In fact what troubled me was not the noise but that someone could go and ask me what I was doing while I was tripped or something like that.
I managed however to let go that thought after waiting a while and noticing that no one was entering the forest and so it didn't bothered me during the experience ( I think it could have been different with a stronger dose though so I'm making a point of avoiding weekends in the future).
session:
During the ingestion phase ( I drank the whole tea in 3 sips in about 20 minutes) I felt a slight anxiety with every sip ... It was the classic fear of the unknown
![Wink](/forum/images/emoticons/wink.png)
this anxiety however quickly faded...
After drinking I sat for a while and then I lied down meditating and observing the sky and the patterns of the birch leafs. Observing them I had the feeling that the leafs where brighter and my field of view increased. auto suggestion ? For some intervals of time my mind was only observing without making new thoughts and following them... in between instead I was thinking some stuff like usual. The experience was pretty mild and I'm inclined to say that practicing meditation took me halfway there. I think the vine acted as a strong enhancer/facilitator of meditation.
When I meditate I feel calmer and don't get caught up in thought loops... I sometimes feel a sense of joy too and after meditation I feel like I have more energies or/and my thought/desires are more mine, and less influenced by the circumstances. This aspects where all there and more pronounced.
![Smile](/forum/images/emoticons/smile.png)
Of course auto suggestion might have played a role in all this but I'm somehow convinced it was marginal.
After about 1.5 or 2 hours (had no cellphone or clock with me ) I had somehow like the feeling that time was slow to pass, in a way very different and lighter than weed. At first I kind of feared that sensation... not panic level... ( I'm not bragging of being brave maybe the sensation was so mild that no one would have panicked
![Rolling eyes](/forum/images/emoticons/rolleyes.png)
) and I thought "what if stay like this ?" and "what can I do while I'm like this ? ". I gave myself the answer that somehow is what I wanted, and she suggested me to go and play with the trees, so I did
![Very happy](/forum/images/emoticons/grin.png)
Like I mentioned I did not purge so after the go play with the trees message, had no trouble going around a bit enjoying putting one foot in front of the other (love the shape of my shoes btw) and looking around in admiration
Returning home, I saw a beautiful thing happening...
I usually like symbols, arrows, lists and expecially graphs to memorize and write down experiences, concepts... I went the unstructured/discursive way to enjoy a little scuffle with English grammar. I think that I express myself in a way that is too much "not dense" and hope this post is not too painful to read
Overall it has been a nice experience but I'm looking forward to upping the dose to about 25 or 30 grams to know it more.