Greetings good people !!
First of all i hope everybody feeling great, full of positivity and in love.
Last time i was experimenting with oral ROA, and now im thinking , why i ain't tried it before.. (maybe some stories from the internet) Im NOT telling , everybody go now and take aya or pharma , but maybe this thread may help some folks there , who is still interested in Dimethyltryptamine even after many failed attempts to approach it. Im talking about buds who smoke it , but still a little bit confused , can't work with it and cant understand (word) what is this substance.
I was one of those guys. I smoked (generally im a non smoker , stopped smoking weed and cigs long time ago) freebase , changa , had some breakthrough experiences but something was greatly lacking in those experiences. This something was ,very short duration, super limited time to see whats happenig and how to work and approach the situation.
I keep reading lot of posts with negative experiences from smoking the molecule , and because i was one of those people , i want to encourage you guys and give a try to oral ROA. While smoking , lot of my experiences where very negative and confusing . I can deal with negative experiences and gladly those did not affect me. And because DMT (or any other entheogen) is no joke, i really hope that those negative experiences did not affect anyone.
So, first of all , with oral Dimethyltryptamine you need to start low , and then slowly work it up until you find your personal preferred dose. My personal weight is around 100 kg , so here is what i did..
For my first time i started with 230mg harmala freebase extract and half hour later 60mg dmt fumarate, a little bit later that evening a consumed some more dmt in small (20-30mg) doses, reaching in total 110mg. I definitely felt it, but nothing strong the first time, quite pleasant tho.
Secont time i started with 250mg harmala freebase extract and half hour later 100mg dmt fumarate. The effects came much much stronger than first time, with visual distortions like floating stars , color dots and a lot of traces. My room lightning changed and i was feeling its power pretty good. I was laying in my room listening to some music and after about half an hour decided to take a little walk to the kitchen. The effects where somewhere like 20-25mg smoked (for me). At that moment , on the kitchen , i found what was bothering me ( im talking about the problem with smoked method , it was my mind ofcourse
). I took another 20mg of dmt fumarate , went back to the bed and worked a little on that problem, finally got rid of it. Btw those 20mg hit me very strong, i felt it in my head after about 5 minutes.
A little bit later i took another 15mg of fumarate , reaching in total 135mg that night. I also noticed that redosing fumarate after one and a half hour in the experience doesn't do much. Same happened in the first time.
Long story short , i spent the rest of the evening in touch with the divine , working on personal issues. Evening with very beautiful , intimate and extatic , profound , mysterius moments.
It was the first time i was truly amazed by the power and the beauty of the molecule , a real soul medicine. Btw , as a small kid , i had a very weird experience while on really bad fever. That experience was pretty similar on those with dmt , i saw something and i shit my pants. What was it , im not sure , but i think it was hyperspace. This and one more mysterius event kinda triggered my interest in psycedelics. Also the visual distortions reminded me of Psilocybe Semilanceata.
Next time im planning to go with around 300mg of harmalas for start and 120mg of fumarate after a half hour. Probably working it up a little bit with the fumarate , it depends. I still have a lot of work to do and stuff to learn.
Now about my settings. If you taking oral dmt (and smoked of course), set and setting is very important. Your mindstate must be SOLID POSITIVE and your intentions crystal clear. If you are a bad and negative person , well , you will probably hang out with those negative energies in a dirt like state. If you are in a bad mindset forget about taking DMT , its very difficult to rotate the experiece. Also , there is always a possibility facing an negative energy during the experience even in proper setting and in a good mindset and it can be difficult. But hey , fear nothing
There is some tricks that helping me all the times , and if they are helping me , why not to you too?
Those tricks are sounds and music !! Some shamanic icaros , ethno shamanic music and meditation chants of your choise is perfect.
Personally i prefer ethno shamanic music and instruments . Native american music , throat and overtone singing , shamanic hand drum , some flutes and jaw harp. You can find and listen to some good performances or maybe acquire the instrument and try it by yourself , which is going to be awesome !! Also one of my favourite is a tibetan flute which is called "Gyaling" , its sounds amazingly extatic and purifying. Check it out if you want
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UnQLLyD2nyo)
There is no negativity in all this music , its pure light.
Another way to get rid of negative is with your own power. This one is tricky , and im not sure how to explain it. One thing is for sure ,if you are enough strong inside , you can fight it.
A little example: Personally , i believe all those shaolin monks are up to something. They are kind, peaceful , full of love with people , nature and mother earth. Still they are learning how to protect themselves with power , which is clean , with no bad intentions. Even if they are about to kill , they are fighting for their lifes, and there is nothing bad aboud protecting your home from killers or thiefs. I believe there is also the same power within us , and if you can control it within , well , here goes my signature i guess
Well its time to finish , already wrote a lot
So buds , once again , im not telling to anybody go and take aya or pharma . All i want to say , Dimethyltryptamine truly worked for me orally. And IF , there is folks that kinda dissapointed with smoking the molecule ,but still hoping to get something beautiful out of it , maybe orally is your way. Prepare yourself right and let the divine be with you
Tons and tons of positivity everybody
Travel safe
Imperare sibi maximum imperium est.
“To rule yourself is the ultimate power."
Seneca