This week I set the intention to return to DMT after a pretty long break. I think my last journey was in april. Just after my last trip i had pre-loaded a bit of very special spice I keep tucked away for special occasions. My last go was kinda rough, lots of anxiety, jacked my heart rate and the fear was hard to surpass until i was able to take an inventory.

Tonight after i got everyone settled for bed I did some harmalas sublingially and made some Tulsi tea with blue lotus and passionflower extracts. These help ease me into the idea of launching. The nerves flush my bowels. I prayed, meditated and went for it. I had this crazy zooming rocket flash of a breakthrough but in what felt like 30 sec I was back and any real memory of ws gone, nada. I was still tripping like heavy psyb style visuals and a heavy bodyload for 15 min but my mind felt sober the whole time. I was visited by some of my tentacled friends. Light pulsing in tbeir arms and changing color with my thoughts. It was good to be back

Sounds beautiful! Its been even longer for me. Had the same situation as you, plus the 9-5 life now. Kinda annoying to be honest, I don't have the time plus I just dont feel like its the right time too. Which is why I dont have the time. Sucks

Yeah I had to just finally decide find an auspicious day, this one being the harvest moon, and avoid news, social media etc... and trying to keep my mind in a creative place.
The Equinox is Thursday and there is also Halloween to consider
I have this changa I made forever ago I haven't touched yet...