I'm curious here, as far as I know this is the first time I have heard the term "carrier wave"
If this is part of the experience I want to see if I can relate it to mine.
Terence mckenna would mention a space called "the cathedral" or "the dome", now, I experience this, only in my case I'm outside, I'm under a clouded sky, the clouds in the sky are so thick they feel like a ceiling, it almost feels like I'm underground, I'm at the foot of a mountain, the space is full of thick heavy fog, and the dirt roads leading up the mountain are thick and muddy, everything feels very "earthy" and wet.... when I'm in this space I'm overcome with intense dejavú, I feel like a lost child and I'm tasked with "unravelling the mystery of the dream" which appears to be a long forgotten prophetic dream which holds something signifigant. ...It feels like I've always been in this space, and my life on earth was the equivalent to a dream, an unreal break from the situation at hand...all that matters is the situation at hand, and earth, and who I was on earth are all irrelevant and nearly forgotten, like a memory of a late night dream by noon, it's a fogged "unreality"...I'm at the foot of this mountain, I'm supposed to go up dirt roads to the top, I'm lost...
...well, that's the "dome" in my case.
I think I get this "carrier" wave as well, but it's like a driving clicking, much like a clicking strobe light, there's this feeling of "intensity", almost like stress, that increases with the speed of the clicking noise, this is going on during the first "visual circus" of the flash, generally before I can exhale or just after I exhale, where the "light speed" visuals shake apart existance in a fraction of a second...This clicking builds into a prominent buzzing noise, almost a tone or vibration...it's fairly similar to the phenomenon being described here, but different...the most significant difference was I never associated it with the breakthrough in any way, I actually don't like it very much, it's like a building intensity or stress that's more than I can handle...its more of a "thing" than it is a "sound", it's like a combination of physical and psychological sensation combined with an auditory phenomena that has direct effect on your internal and external surroundings simultaneously...
That's the issue with DMT, one is always forced to settle with descriptions which are "good enough", there really is no language for these events, so we must produce models, metaphors, comparisons, etc...all of which are only "good enough" , all of which only convey a small fraction of the event which was being attempted to be described...
Quote:Metaphorically, DMT is like an intellectual black hole in that once one knows about it, it is very hard for others to understand what one is talking about. One cannot be heard. the more one is able to articulate what it is, the less others are able to understand.This is why I think people who attain enlightenment, if we may for a moment comap these two, are silent. They are silent because we cannot understand them. Why the phenomenon of tryptamine ecstasy has not been looked at by scientists, thrill seekers, or anyone else, I am not sure, but I recommend it to your attention.
~ Terence McKenna
-eg