Hello! My wonderful partner recently got me a GVG and some liquid pads, so the other night we vaporized some DMT together. During my experience, I was "rushed" in a large tunnel by a lot of frustrated, angry female entities who were all kind of insulting me or batting at my identity.
I have had very similar experiences before. In my last few DMT trips, the come-ups were immediate and usually involved a lot of entities rushing me at once in a very anxious, personal way. My sole vaporhuasca trip to date was similar; the entities streamed toward me and made me feel quite anxious about myself and my choices.
I am a comfortable, confident person in my everyday life, and even on other psychedelics I can become extremely nihilistic/depressed, but vaporized DMT often has this personal quality of making me doubt myself harshly with all of these rushing entities (a feeling I know to not really be authentic, as it wears off immediately and cannot be replicated with any amount of pondering, meditation, or other psychs).
Have you experienced something like this? Could it be my smoking technique, which has historically been hot and involved some coughing which might cause anxiety? Or am I doomed to a lifetime of fast-moving, anxiety-provoking, personal, rapid processions of entities?
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