Hi all,
The other night me and my partner had a couple of friends over. It was another couple, but this was the first time we had met the guy who came with our friend. We decided to smoke/snort some DMT and something happened that i have never read about or experienced myself.
I have had a number of DMT experiences. my first was the most intense experience I've ever had. Since then i have extracted my own DMT, but I have yet to experience anything close to my first 3-4 experiences using the stuff i acquired. Im into my 3rd or 4th extraction now using MHRB, so I'm pretty familiar with my product. I don't think its anywhere near as potent as the first stuff i acquired (which confuses me because my extractions are pretty damn white! whereas the other stuff was moist and orange/red/amberish which i thought was impurities), maybe someone can comment on this?
We decided to have some DMT. Our friend and her new fella had snorted DMT a couple of times previously and enjoyed the experience. They decided to snort some freebase DMT (freebase - yes,.. i know) and I decided to smoke a small bowel (i was being cautious taking into consideration the new guy in the room (set and setting)). They snorted their lines (around 60mg) and i smoked my bowel. I don't know if my technique is wrong, but i have very little visual hallucinations when smoking my own extract, although the body high/euphoria is very intense. Visually Its like my vision is in super 4k HD and i have complete clarity. Nice body high, warm, fuzzy. This lasted around 10 mins, 15-20 back to base. By the time i had finished my mild but pleasant experience, my friend and her partner started to feel some affects.
Now its my friends friend (i'll call him Guy) who i was worried about. After he snorted the freebase, it took around 10 mins to start to take affect, but this wasn't like usual. Guy looked uncomfortable (obviously,... have you ever tried snorting freebase?... never again, it hurts like hell). He started to fidget and told me that he was really hot. I told him that i often feel a deep warmth in my chest and head on occasion and not to worry about it.
A small amount of time went past and his irritability had increased, he was boiling up and sopping wet with sweat. He told me he wasn't feeling to good, so i suggests that we sat outside to cool off and ride it out (he later told me he had no visuals, enhanced colours, hightended level of consciousness, etc..). We sat in the door way and his condition got worse and he started to panic. at this point i was holding him up and he began shaking quite violently for a couple of seconds. He was worried,... I was very worried.
After the shaking, Guy was able to drink some water someone had brought out to us. At this point i was still shaken from the thought that this guy i have just met has just had a fit from snorting DMT. Then i think it started to happen to me. My blood started to boil and i was sweating profusely. My vision began to close and i lost 80% of my hearing (its like all mids and high frequencies were filtered) apart from bass and a loud ringing (not the typical wiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzz!!!! you get when blasting off). My head was pounding and i was so light headed and dizzy i had to sit down. This lasted about 10 mins and then i started to feel better, regaining my vision and hearing (but the headache remained). After about an hour or so we were both back to 'normal' (...to a degree. i.e. i didn't think we were going to die anymore).
I've never read anywhere of of anyone having an experience like this, it was total physical discomfort. I can better understand why it would happen to Guy but why me also? it was a good 30 mins since i'd smoked my small bowel, so i would have thought the DMT would be pretty much all gone.
I've never really worried about my extraction techniques and/or if my extract is contaminated, unsafe etc... because i have smoked quite a bit of it and never experienced anything like this. but this experience has worried me somewhat.
Has anyone ever experienced anything like this or heard of the sort? can anyone shed any light on this because i already found it difficult to bring myself to the experience due to pre flight anxiety. obviously now it is through the roof!
any comments, questions, theories or suggestion are welcome!
Thanks in advance.
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