TimePantry wrote:...the actual experience of being wherever I go is gone. Sometimes I have the experience of having the awareness of a whole frame of reference, a whole situation, a whole gestalt, and hearing myself saying, "I won't remember this" to the others I am with there, and that's the only thing in my head when I come back.
Does anyone else have this problem?
Maybe you smoked yourself unconscious with a high dose?
In my own experiences I have found my whole being lost into the universe at times. So I can relate to what you are saying. I very much felt like I was no longer the being that I am now. I felt limitless and full of potentiality to experience anything I wanted to create. I would not remember any visuals or anything tangible, I would only remember feeling.
Who knows? Maybe if you remember certain experiences your head will explode. lol I have found myself returning to this state of being more and more frequently. I see less and less and feel more and more. Very odd to say the least. I think DMT knows exactly what to show you or not show you, enable to promote growth and evolution of your consciousness.
I find myself imagining where I was. I really felt as though I was this other being. Like it chose to be me, experience me. I was this being and it was me. I really feel like this human experience I am having called life has happened before and will again. It chooses to experience us. Picks us off a bookshelf and reads us. Puts us in the DVD player and presses play. Or plays us like a video game. If I am chosen by this being and this being is me then I can just relax and know that this life is exactly as it should be in every way. I can let go of the need to control and drop the worry. I can just watch it go by knowing this was a chosen experience.
I am blabbing a bit, my apologies. I think about this kind of stuff often lately. It is empowering to feel like everything is perfect. No need to do anything. It will unfold all on it's own. Just enjoy the ride.
Peace.
"In the universe there is an immeasurable, indescribable force which shamans call intent, and absolutely everything that exists in the entire cosmos is attached to intent by a connecting link." ~Carlos Castaneda