Rather than looking at stronger substances that deliver a one-off shock to the system, have you considered using milder herbs that can be used on a regular basis to provide support and perhaps moderate your symptoms?
There are lots to choose from, and it may take time to find the right one(s) for you...
Others will know more than me, but anxiety/depression seems to be hard targets for one-off treatments, as kambo & iboga usually are?
They both shake things up IME, which might not be what you need just now, especially if low-dose psilocybin was hard to handle. Be careful of expecting an ordeal to act as a cure...
“I sometimes marvel at how far I’ve come - blissful, even, in the knowledge that I am slowly becoming a well-evolved human being - only to have the illusion shattered by an episode of bad behaviour that contradicts the new and reinforces the old. At these junctures of self-reflection, I ask the question: “are all my years of hard work unraveling before my eyes, or am I just having an episode?” For the sake of personal growth and the pursuit of equanimity, I choose the latter and accept that, on this journey of evolution, I may not encounter just one bad day, but a group of many.”
― B.G. Bowers
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