Hello DMT-Nexus,
I've been hanging around here for quite a long time, but now I want to get active in this forum as well. I like this forum, because I like the psychedelic and mind expanding informations someone can get here. The users are friendly and the topics are more serious, exploratory and informative than in some other forums.
Since I was about 15 years old, my curiosity about mind expanding practices or drugs was very high. Since then I've read a lot of stuff about different drugs, meditation forms, astral projection, lucid dreaming etc. but never really got in depth with it. My first psychedelic experience was about 2 years ago and I have participated in two hypnosis workshops the last year. Since then my point of view to reality changed very much. Questions arise like "What is my value in this world", "Who am I without my ego and how does ego death feels like?", "If reality can be influenced with hypnosis in such a big way, then is the sense of reality just a big mindset?". All my live I had the feeling, that there is "more" than just living regular live. I can't define what this "more" is, but I want to find it out. Most people don't understand my mission of exploring my true self/reality or spiritual and personal growth, but I don't understand their ignorance either.
So I hope I can find some answers for my questions and learn new interesting stufs