lbeing789 wrote: SWIM finds it impossible to believe something with such radically different effects could become addictive, in fact, the drug itself seems to illicit sum kind of irrational fear (super respect) that doesn't make sense considering the stuff is so amazing and SWIM has never had a negative effect, SWIM cant do it more than once every 3 months, even if SWIM really wants to, it's strange really.
Thank You very much for posting that. For all that I love tripping on the various substances that most of us here revere, I have had the same response to the Spice.
I have not had any negative/unenjoyable experiences w/ DMT to date and yet I always have to relax and take a few deep breaths b4 I can't take off. That is if I haven't talked myself out of it somehow. I have tried to face the fear and go anyways. The first time I was rewarded for doing so. The next time I couldn't distinguish between whether I just wasn't in the mood or if it was just the fear again. I took one toke and realized that I just didn't want the trip that day and stopped and it wore off quickly.
I know it is meant to be when I take an initial hit and I know there isn't enough there take off and I want that second or third toke. But even on these times that I do want it there is still those pre-flight jitters.
Now that I have had a little more experience though I think it is time for some infused herb. The next time that I am ready to go again.