It indicates a desire for well-being and a lack of belief in the industrial pharmaceutical paradigm on your part for thinking about this. Congratulations.
I do not have experience with iboga/ibogaine, but have used psilocybin (mushrooms) to treat the same issues that you speak about to great benefit and success where other pharmacological approaches fail.
My protocol is basically every other day or maybe maybe several days in a row, but doing so in frequently. I find that after a week or so of doing this, the mood elevation renders it unnecessary for a period of time. It's not something that needs to be relied on daily.
Since all these approaches are theoretical, putting them in the practice can be somewhat difficult if you're relying on outside information on how to develop a protocol. My advice to you would be just do it.
The symptoms of depression and anxiety and the way they manifest in our lives can be debilitating and paralyzing, effectively destroying any promise that we may have and making being of service to others difficult if not impossible. I do not need to engage in discussion with you regarding the side effect profiles of the pharmacological agents that are currently available, you seem to be quite self educated as to that as well as your underground options.
These themes plagued my life for a very long period of time, and I can say I am now in a place where my existence is not as much ruled by as it used to be and I can put my finger on psychedelics ias being the only effective outside source of relief I was able to find.
However, it is a very small part of the equation and whatever benefits you experience will be in direct proportion to the amount of work you put in to getting there. Of course, once you open up to it, The universe does provide.
If you ever want someone to talk to you and don't want to do it publicly on the forum, feel free to personal message me. Peace, and be good to you my friend.
Sine experientia nihil sufficienter sciri potest -Roger Bacon
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