Welcome Fenix,
we too have been using the forums much longer than before we signed up. There is so much interesting content to explore on the nexus and we believe there are many highly intelligent individuals here.
Just our opinion but try not to be so impatient about becoming a full member, and try to keep in mind that patience is a virtue and we will be deemed ready when we are ready.
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That being said, why are you studying consciousness, physics, spirituality, religions and history?
And this book you are writing, what do you call it? May you share some of the content you have written with us?
Contributing original content like literature and art to the Nexus is a likely way to be expedited to a full membership! Plus I'm genuinely interested in what you have written and thought since we are limited to where we can post at the moment, you may be an interesting person to chat with!
Cheers mate
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Stop perpetuating the machine, become the change.
~Subi & James