Well I didn't even plan to breakthrough this time but it just happened. I packed my friend some DMT into his bong since I had recently acquired some quality spice. He took a fat rip and attempted a second. He then laid back and had his mind blown. He said it wasnt a breakthrough though, which seemed logical cause I didnt think I'd packed all THAT much and it was his first time with some nice quality spice. Well I decided to finish what was left. So I started to hit the bong and cashed it up. I took a huge hit and went back to try to suck up the last bit in the chamber but couldnt. I was already leaving. I sat back and started to let some smoke out instantly. I thought that not so wise and sucked the rest back up deep.
I was in black pre-launch space for a good while. Then was rocketed off into hyperspace. There were these fractals that were made up of different worlds and it seemed if I stopped at any of them that they would have actually been worlds or lives or something. But im flying past all these worlds that are in the fractals, that actually make up the fractals. Then the worlds fractal off in a way I can't explain because the dimensions were actually factalized too. So the worlds were part of a fractal, that fractalled off more worlds in a fractal of dimensions. VERY intricate and complex.
I then opened my eyes to see the room but I was tripping so hard that everything had fractals coming off of it and infact my conciousness fractalized itself (very weird). These fractals now werent the same endless fractals of worlds, but instead fractals of every object in the universe shifting and gwigging (my word for things moving in extra dimensions). When I closed my eyes again there was this same [plasmid?] everywhere. It was every object in the universe morphing and forming and gwigging around. It had a goofy character to it. It was then overlayed with traditional psychedelic patterns reminiscent of tie dyes and other classic psychedelia.
I then came down more and entered into that ++++ state that I'm sure some of you are familiar with. The psychedelic state where you feel as though everything was meant to be there and everything is right. A major turning point in your life, discovery, spirituality, and understanding. A renewed vigor in life. Everything is glowing with energy and you're so happy to be alive in this time and place. Totally ecstatic. The music seemed as though it was made for the moment, like it had been composed for my life, for that moment. As soon as I was back to reality enough I went into the most ecstatic state giving my friend every detail of the experience with motions and all.
It was a totally amazing experience. It has renewed my interest in DMT totally. Ive never had a psychedelic take me that far before. It actually renewed my interest in all psychedelics. Something I was in dire need of. I was starting to doubt our great entheogens, but DMT has shown me that I hadnt seen it all. In fact I feel as though I've only broken the surface. I got into the gateway but not ALL the way through. I have much more exploration to do.
The main theme of this trip was fractals and classic psychedelia. What I learned is never to doubt the power of psychedelics and that I have much more to explore. This wasnt a journey to learn of myself but to show me the power and worlds in which a have only stuck the tip of my toes in. Truely Amazing!!
Step forward into your cave. That's right. You're going deeper into your cave. And you're going to find, your power animal...
Imagine your pain as a white ball of healing light. It moves over your body, healing you. Now keep this going, remember to breathe, and step forward through the backdoor of the room. Where does it lead?