Currently, I'm at a time of my life where I feel extremely lost with no answer or even the correct question to ask myself to the problem. I recently graduated from university and instead of joy, I simply feel depressed. The goals I have set after my undergraduate studies are very vague, so I'm just working, doing the same thing everyday. Life just feels pointless right now, so I'm hoping doing a powerful psychedelic, such as iboga or dmt can give me an answer or atleast give me the right question to attempt to answer.
I'm hoping that by becoming a member of this community, I can learn more about how these psychedelics has changed the psychology of the individuals and to know if these tools are right for someone like me. I've been entertaining the idea of taking a psychedelic like Iboga and DMT for a very long time and I already have the necessary ingredients for both, but I simply have no one to be a sitter, since I lack a social network. Therefore, I am considering either microdosing iboga or ayahuasa and also performing a DMT freebase extract from the mimosa hostils, because of the 15 min half life, making it more practical to trip without a sitter (Correct me if this is a naive notion though). I've considered other psychedelics such as shrooms and LSD, since they're consider more entry level, but interestingly enough due to the grey areas of the law , the ingredients for iboga and ayahuasca are much more practical for me to obtain. I have no means even if I tried to get them.
I would hope that by having a profound experience with these psychedelics that I am set on the right path. Thanks for reading.
P.S I'm considering doing the poorman's tek for DMT extraction using a high MP oil mixture. any help would be much appreciated.
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